was home by five, and though I didn't feel sunburned

that Southern European skin again—the burn was obvious when I showered. The water stung as it ricocheted off my chest and shoulders, and my face made me feel as if I were running a low fever. Afterward, I shaved for the first time since I'd been home and dressed in a clean pair of shorts and one of the few relatively nice button-down shirts I owned, light blue. Lucy had bought it for me and swore the color was perfect for me. I rolled up the sleeves and left the shirt untucked, then rummaged through my closet for an ancient pair of sandals.

Through the crack in the door, I could see my dad at his desk,

and it struck me that for the second night in a row I'd made other plans for dinner. Nor had I spent any time with him this weekend. He wouldn't complain, I knew, but I still felt a pang of guilt. After

we stopped talking about coins, breakfast and dinner were the only things we shared, and I was now depriving him even of that. Maybe I hadn't changed as much as I thought I had. I was staying in his home and eating his food, and I was just about to ask him whether I could borrow his car. In other words, pretty much leading my own life and using him in the process. I wondered what Savannah would say to that, but I think I already knew the answer. Savannah sometimes sounded a lot like the little voice that had taken up resider\ce in my head but never bothered paying rent, and right now it whispered that if I felt guilty, maybe I was doing something wrong. I resolved that I would spend more time with him. It was a cop-out and I admitted it, but I didn't know what else to do.

When I opened the door, Dad looked startled to see me. “Hey, Dad,” I said, taking my usual seat.

“Hi, John.” As soon as he spoke, he glanced at his desk and ran a hand over his thinning hair. When I added nothing, he realized that he should ask me a question. “How was your day?” he finally inquired.

I shifted in my seat. "It was great, actually. I spent most of the

day with Savannah, the girl I told you about last night."

“Oh.” His eyes drifted to the side, refusing to meet mine. “You didn't tell me about her.”

“I didn't?”

“No, but that's okay. It was late.” For the first time, he seemed

to realize I was dressed up, or at least as dressed up as he'd ever seen me, but he couldn't bring himself to ask about it.

I tugged at my shirt, letting him off the hook. “Yeah, I know, trying to impress her, right? I'm taking her out to dinner tonight,” I said. “Is it okay if I borrow the car?”

“Oh ... okay,” he said.

“I mean, did you need it tonight? I might be able to call a friend or something.”

“No,” he said. He reached into his pocket for the keys. Nine dads out of ten would have tossed them; mine held them out. “You okay?” I asked.

“Just tired,” he said.

I stood and took the keys. “Dad?” He glanced up again.

“I'm sorry about not having dinner with you these last couple of nights.”

“It's okay,” he said. “I understand.”

* * *

The sun was beginning its slow descent, and as I pulled out, the sky was a swirl of fruity colors that contrasted dramatically with

the evening skies I'd come to know in Germany. Traffic was horrendous, as it usually was on Sunday nights, and it took almost

thirty exhaust-fumed minutes to get back to the beach and pull in the drive.

I pushed open the door to the house without knocking. Two guys seated on the couch watching baseball heard me come in. “Hey,” they said, sounding uninterested and unsurprised. “Have you seen Savannah?”

“Who?” one of them asked, obviously paying me little attention. “Never mind. I'll find her.” I crossed the living room to the

back deck, saw the same guy as the night before grilling again and a few others, but no sign of Savannah. Nor could I see her on the beach. I was just about to go back in when I felt someone tapping my shoulder.

“Who are you looking for?” she asked.

I turned around. “Some girl,” I said. “She tends to lose things at piers, but she's a quick learner when it comes to surfing.”

She put her hands on her hips, and I smiled. She was dressed in shorts and a summer halter, with a hint of color in her cheeks, and

I noticed she'd applied a bit of mascara and lipstick. While I loved her natural beauty—I am a kid from the beach—she was even more striking than I remembered. I caught the whiff of some lemony fragrance as she leaned toward me.

“That's all I am? Some girl?” she asked. She sounded both playful and serious, and for an instant, I fantasized about wrapping my arms around her right then and there.

“Oh,” I said, feigning surprise. “It's you.”

The two guys on the couch glanced toward us, then returend to the screen.

“You ready to go?” I asked.

“I've just got to get my purse,” she said. She retrieved it from the kitchen counter, and we started for the door. “And where are we going, by the way?”

When I told her, she lifted an eyebrow.

“You're taking me to eat at a place with the word shack in the name?”

“I'm just an underpaid grunt in the army. It's all I can afford.”

She bumped against me as we walked. “See, this is why I usually don't date strangers.”

The Shrimp Shack is in downtown Wilmington, in the historic

area that borders the Cape Fear River. At one end of the historic area are your typical tourist destinations: souvenir stores, a couple of places specializing in antiques, a few upscale restaurants, coffee shops, and various real estate offices. At the other end, however, Wilmington displayed its character as a working port city: large warehouses, more than one of which stood abandoned, and a few other dated office buildings only half-occupied. I doubted that the tourists who flocked here in the summer ever ventured toward this other end. This was the direction I turned. Little by little, the

crowds faded away until no one was left on the sidewalk as the area grew more dilapidated.

“Where is this place?” Savannah asked.

“Just a little farther,” I said. “Up there, at the end.” “It's kind of out of the way, isn't it?”

“It's kind of a local institution,” I said. “The owner doesn't care if tourists come or not. He never has.”

A minute later, I slowed the car and turned into a small parking

lot bordering one of the warehouses. A few dozen cars were parked in front of the Shrimp Shack, as they always were, and the place hadn't changed. As long as I'd known it, it had looked run-down, with a broad, cluttered porch, peeling paint, and a crooked roofline that made it appear as if the place were about to fall over, despite the fact that it had been weathering hurricanes since the 1940s. The exterior was decorated with nets, hubcaps, license plates, an old anchor, oars, and a few rusty chains. A broken rowboat sat near

the door.

The sky was beginning its lazy fade to black as we walked to the entrance. I wondered whether I should reach for Savannah's hand, but in the end I did nothing. While I may have had some version of hormone-induced success with women, I had very little experience when it came to girls I cared about. Despite the fact that only a day had passed since we'd met, I already knew I was in new territory. We stepped onto the sagging porch, and Savannah pointed to

the rowboat. “Maybe that's why he opened a restaurant. Because his boat sank.”

“Could be. Or maybe someone just left it there and he never bothered to remove it. You ready?”

“As I'll ever be,” she said, and I pushed open the door.

I don't know what she expected, but she wore a satisfied expression as she stepped inside. There was a long bar off on one side, windows that overlooked the river, and, in the main seating area, wooden picnic benches. A couple of waitresses with big hair

they hadn't seemed to change any more than the decor—were moving among the tables, carrying platters of food. The air held the greasy smell of fried food and cigarette smoke, but somehow it seemed just right. Most of the tables were filled, but I motioned toward one near the jukebox. It was playing a country-western song, though I couldn't have told you who the singer was. I'm more of a classic-rock fan.

We wove our way among the tables. Most of the customers

looked as if they worked hard for a living: construction workers, landscapers, truckers, and the like. I hadn't seen so many NASCAR baseball hats since ... well, I'd never seen that many. A few guys in my squad were fans, but I never got the appeal of watching a bunch of guys drive in circles all day or figured out why they didn't post the articles in the automotive section of the paper instead of the sports section. We sat across from each other, and I watched Savannah take in the room.

“I like places like this,” she said. “Was this your regular hangout when you lived here?”

“No, this was more of a special-occasion place. Usually I hung out at a place called Leroy's. It's a bar near Wrightsville Beach.” She reached for a laminated menu sandwiched between a metal napkin holder and bottles of ketchup and Texas Pete hot sauce. “This is way better,” she said. She opened the menu. “Now, what's this place famous for?”

“Shrimp,” I said.

“Gee, really?” she asked.

"Seriously. Every kind of shrimp you can imagine. You knowthat scene in Forrest Gump when Bubba was telling Forrest all the ways to prepare shrimp? Grilled, sauteed, barbecued, Cajun

shrimp, lemon shrimp, shrimp Creole, shrimp cocktail... That's this place."

“What do you like?”

“I like 'em chilled with cocktail sauce on the side. Or fried.” She closed the menu. “You pick,” she said, sliding her menu toward me. “I trust you.”

I slipped the menu back into its place against the napkin holder.

“So?”

“Chilled. In a bucket. It's the consummate experience.”

She leaned across the table. “So how many women have you brought here? For the consummate experience, I mean.” “Including you? Let me think.” I drummed my fingers on the table. “One.”

“I'm honored.”

“This was more of a place for me and my friends when we wanted to eat instead of drink. There was no better food after a day spent surfing.”

“As I'll soon find out.”

The waitress showed up and I ordered the shrimp. When she asked what we wanted to drink, I lifted my hands.

“Sweet tea, please,” Savannah said. “Make it two,” I added.

After the waitress left, we settled into easy conversation, uninterrupted even when our drinks arrived. We talked about life in the

army again; for whatever reason, Savannah seemed fascinated by it. She also asked about growing up here. I told her more than I thought I would about my high school years and probably too much about the three years before enlistment.

She listened intently, asking questions now and then, and I realized it had been a long time since I'd been on a date like this; a few

years, maybe more. Not since Lucy, anyway. I hadn't seen any reason for it, but as I sat across from Savannah, I had to rethink my

decision. I liked being alone with her, and I wanted to see more of her. Not just tonight, but tomorrow and the next day. Everythingfrom the easy way she laughed to her wit to her obvious concern for others—struck me as fresh and desirable. Then again, spending time with her also made me realize how lonely I'd been. I hadn't admitted that to myself, but after just two days with Savannah, I knew it was true.

“Let's get some more music going,” she said, interrupting my thoughts.

I rose from my seat, rummaged through my pockets for a couple of quarters, and dropped them in. Savannah put both hands on the glass and leaned forward as she read the titles, then picked a few songs. By the time we got back to the table, the first was already

going.

“You know, I just realized that I've done all the talking tonight,” I said.

“You are a chatty thing,” she observed.

I freed my utensils from the rolled-up paper napkin. "How about you? You know all about me, but I don't know anything about you.

“Sure you do,” she said. “You know how old I am, where I go to school, my major, and the fact that I don't drink. You know I'm from Lenoir, live on a ranch, love horses, and spend my summers building homes for Habitat for Humanity. You know a lot.”

Yeah, I suddenly realized, I did. Including things she hadn't mentioned. “It's not enough,” I said. “Your turn.”

She leaned forward. “Ask what you will.” “Tell me about your parents,” I said.

“All right,” she said, reaching for a napkin. She wiped the condensation from her glass. "My mom and dad have been married for

twenty-five years, and they're still happy as clams and madly in love. They met in college at Appalachian State, and Mom worked at a bank for a couple of years until she had me. Since then, she's been a stay-at-home mom, and she was the kind of mom who was there for everyone else, too. Classroom helper, volunteer driver, coach of our soccer team, head of the PTA, all that kind of stuff. Now that

I'm gone, she spends every day volunteering for other things—the library, schools, the church, whatever. Dad is a history teacher at the school, and he's coached the girls volleyball team since I was little. Last year they made it to the state finals, but they lost. He's also a deacon in our church, and he runs the youth group and the choir. Do you want to see a picture?"

“Sure,” I said.

She opened her purse and removed her wallet. She flipped it open and pushed it across the table, our fingers brushing. “They're a little ragged at the edges from being in the ocean,” she said, “but you get the idea.”

I turned the photo around. Savannah took more after her father than her mother, or had at least inherited the darker features from him.

“Nice-looking couple.”

“I love 'em,” she said, taking the wallet back. “They're the best.”

“Why do you live on a ranch if your dad is a teacher?”

"Oh, it's not a working ranch. It used to be when my grandfather owned it, but he had to sell bits and pieces to pay the taxes on it. By the time my dad inherited it, it was down to ten acres with a house, stables, and a corral. It's more like a great big yard than a ranch. It's the way we always refer to it, but I guess that conjures up

the wrong image, huh?"

“I know you said you did gymnastics, but did you play volleyball for your dad?”

“No,” she said. "I mean, he's a great coach, but he always encouraged me to do what was right for me. And volleyball wasn't

it. I tried and I was okay, but it wasn't what I loved.“ ”You loved horses."

“Since I was a little girl. My mom gave me this statue of a horse when I was really little, and that's what started the whole thing. I got my first horse for Christmas when I was eight, and it's still the best Christmas gift I've ever received. Slocum. She was this really gentle old mare, and she was perfect for me. The deal was that I had to take care of her—feed her and brush her and keep her stall clean. Between her, school, gymnastics, and taking care of the rest of the animals, that was pretty much all I had time for.”

“The rest of the animals?”

"When I was growing up, our house was kind of like a farm. Dogs, cats, even a llama for a while. I was a sucker when it came to strays. My parents got to the point where they wouldn't even argue with

me about it. There were usually four or five at any one time. Sometimes an owner would come, hoping to find a lost pet, and he'd

leave with one of our recent additions if he couldn't find it. We were like the pound."

“Your parents were patient.”

“Yes,” she said, “they were. But they were suckers for strays, too. Even though she'd deny it, my mom was worse than me.”

1 studied her. “I'll bet you were a good student.” “Straight A's. I was valedictorian of my class.” “Why doesn't that surprise me?”

“I don't know,” she said. “Why?”

1 didn't answer. “Did you ever have a serious boyfriend?” “Oh, now we're getting down to the nitty-gritty, huh?”

“1 was just asking.” “What do you think?”

“I think,” I said, dragging out the words, “I have no idea.”

She laughed. “Then ... let's let that question go for now. A little mystery is good for the soul. Besides, I'd be willing to bet you can figure it out on your own.”

The waitress arrived with the bucket of shrimp and a couple of plastic containers of cocktail sauce, set them on the table, and refilled our tea with the efficiency of someone who'd been doing it for

way too long. She turned on her heels without asking whether we needed anything else.

“This place is legendary for its hospitality.”

“She's just busy,” Savannah said, reaching for a shrimp. "And besides, I think she knows you're grilling me and wanted to leave

me to my inquisitor."

She cracked the shrimp and peeled it, then dipped it in the sauce before taking a bite. I reached in the pail and set a couple on my plate.

“What else do you want to know?”

“I don't know. Anything. What's the best thing about being in college?”

She thought about it as she filled her plate. “Good teachers,” she finally said. "In college, you can sometimes pick your professors, as long as you're flexible with your schedule. That's what I like. Before

I started, that was the advice my dad gave me. He said to pick classes based on the teacher whenever you can, not the subject. I mean, he knew that you had to take certain subjects to get a degree, but his point was that good teachers are priceless. They inspire you, they entertain you, and you end up learning a ton even when you don't know it."

“Because they're passionate about their subjects,” I said.

She winked. “Exactly. And he was right. I've taken classes in subjects I never thought I'd be interested in and as far away from my major as you can imagine. But you know what? I still remember those classes as if I were still taking them.”

“I'm impressed. I thought you'd say something like going to the basketball games was the best part about being in college. It's like a religion at Chapel Hill.”

"I enjoy those, too. Just like I enjoy the friends I'm making and living away from Mom and Dad and all that. I've learned a lot

since I left Lenoir. I mean, I had a wonderful life there, and my parents are great, but I was... sheltered. I've had a few eye-opening experiences."

“Like what?”

"Lots of things. Like feeling the pressure to drink or hook up with

a guy every time I went out. My first year, I hated UNC. I didn't feel like I fit in, and I didn't. I begged my parents to let me come home or transfer, but they wouldn't agree. I think they knew that in the long run I'd regret it, and they were probably right. It wasn't until some time during my sophomore year that I met some girls who felt the same way I did about those types of things, and it's been a lot better ever since. I joined a couple of Christian student groups, I spend Saturday mornings at a shelter in Raleigh serving the poor, and I feel no pressure at all to go to this or that party or date this or that guy. And if I do go to a party, the pressure doesn't get to me. I just accept the fact that I don't have to do what everyone else does. I can do what's right for me."

Which explained why she was with me last night, I thought. And right now, for that matter.

She brightened. "It's kind of like you, I guess. In the past couple

of years, I've grown up. So in addition to both of us being expert surfers, we have that in common, too."

I laughed. “Yeah. Except that I struggled a lot more than you did.”

She leaned forward again. “My dad always said that when you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're going through.”

“Your dad sounds like a smart man.”

"Mom and Dad both. I think they both graduated in the top five

in college. That's how they met. Studying in the library. Education was really important to both of them, and they sort of made me their project. I mean, I was reading before I got to kindergarten, but they never made it seem like a chore. And they've talked to me like I was an adult for as long as I can remember."

For a moment, I wondered how different my life would have been had they been my parents, but I shook the thought away. I knew my father had done the best he could, and 1 had no regrets about the way I'd turned out. Regrets about the journey, maybe, but not the destination. Because however it had happened, I'd somehow ended up eating shrimp in a dingy downtown shack with a girl that I already knew I'd never forget.

After dinner, we headed back to the house, which was surprisingly quiet. The music was still playing, but most people were relaxing around the fire, as if anticipating an early morning. Tim sat among them, engrossed in earnest conversation. Surprising me, Savannah reached for my hand, halting me in my tracks before we

reached the group.

“Let's go for a walk,” she said. “I want to let dinner settle just a little before I sit down.”

Above us, a few wispy clouds were spread among the stars, and the moon, still full, hovered just over the horizon. A light breeze fanned my cheek, and I could hear the ceaseless motion of the waves as they rolled up the shore. The tide had gone out, and we moved to the harder, more compact sand near the water's edge. Savannah put a hand on my shoulder for balance as she removed one sandal, then another. When she finished, I did the same, and we walked in silence for a few steps.

“It's so beautiful out here. I mean, I love the mountains, but this is wonderful in its own way. It's ... peaceful.”

I felt the same words could be used to describe her, and I wasn't sure what to say.

“I can't believe that I only met you yesterday,” she added. “It seems like I've known you much longer.”

Her hand felt warm and comfortable in mine. “I was thinking the same thing.”

She gave a dreamy smile, studying the stars. “I wonder what Tim thinks about this,” she murmured. She glanced at me. “He thinks I'm a little naive.”

“Are you?”

“Sometimes,” she admitted, and I laughed.

She went on. "I mean, when I see two people heading off on a walk like this, I'm thinking, Oh, that's sweet. I'm not thinking

they're going to hook up behind the dunes. But the fact is, sometimes they do. I just never realize it beforehand, and I'm always

surprised when I hear about it later. I can't help it. Like last night, after you left. I heard about two people here who did just that, and I couldn't believe it."

“I would have been more surprised if it hadn't happened.” "That's what I don't like about college, by the way. It's like a lot

of people don't believe diese years really count, so you're allowed to experiment with ... whatever. There's such a casual view about things like sex and drinking and even drugs. I know that sounds really old-fashioned, but I just don't get it. Maybe that's why I didn't want to go sit by the fire like everyone else. To be honest, I'm kind of disappointed in those two people I heard about, and I don't want to sit there trying to pretend that I'm not. I know I shouldn't judge, and I'm sure they're good people since they're here to help, but still, what was the point? Shouldn't you save things like that for someone you love? So that it really means something?"

1 knew she didn't want answers, nor did I offer any. “Who told you about that couple?” 1 asked instead.

“Tim. 1 think he was disappointed, too, but what's he going to do? Kick them out?”

We had gone a good way down the beach, and we turned around.

In the distance, I could see the circle of figures silhouetted by the fire. The mist smelled of salt, and ghost crabs scattered to their holes as we approached.

“I'm sorry,” she said. “I was out of line there.” “About what?”

“For being so ... upset about it. I shouldn't pass judgment. It's not my place.”

“Everyone judges,” I said. “It's human nature.”

“I know. But... I'm not perfect, either. In the end, it's only God's judgment that matters, and I've learned enough to know that no one can presume to know the will of God.”

I smiled.

“What?” she asked.

“The way you talk reminds me of our chaplain. He says the same thing.”

We strolled down the beach, and as we neared the house, we moved away from the water's edge, into the softer sand. Our feet

slipped with every step, and I could feel Savannah tighten her grip on my hand. I wondered whether she would let go when we got close to the fire, and I was disappointed when she did.

“Hey,” Tim called out, his voice friendly. “You're back.”

Randy was there, too, and he wore his usual sulky expression. Frankly, 1 was getting a bit tired of his resentment. Brad stood

behind Susan, who was leaning into his chest. Susan seemed undecided about whether to pretend to be happy, so she could learn

the details from Savannah, or to be upset for Randy's benefit. The others, obviously indifferent, went back to their conversations. Tim stood and made his way toward us.

“How was dinner?”

“It was great,” Savannah said. “I got a taste of local culture. We went to the Shrimp Shack.”

“Sounds like fun,” he commented.

I strained to detect any undercurrent of jealousy but found

none. Tim motioned over his shoulder and went on. “Do you two want to join us? We're just winding down, getting ready for tomorrow. ”Actually, I'm a bit sleepy. I was just going to walk John to his

car, and after that I'll turn in. What time do we need to be up?“ ”Six. We'll have breakfast and be at the site tomorrow by seven-thirty. Don't forget your sunscreen. We'll be out in the sun all day."

“I'll remember. You should remind everyone else.”

“I have,” he said. “And I'll do it again tomorrow. But you just wait—some folks won't listen and they'll get fried.”

“I'll see you in the morning,” she said.

“All right.” He turned his attention to me. “I'm glad you came by today.”

“Me too,” I said.

“And listen, if you find yourself bored in the next couple of weeks, we could always use an extra hand.”

I laughed. “I knew it was coming.”

“I am who I am,” he said, holding out his hand. “But either way, I hope to see you again.”

We shook hands. Tim went back to his seat, and Savannah nodded toward the house. We made our way toward the dune, stopped to put our sandals back on, then followed the wooden pathway, through the sea grass, and around the house. A minute later, we were at the car. In the darkness, I couldn't make out her expression.

“I had a good time tonight,” she said. “And today.” I swallowed. “When can I see you again?”

It was a simple question, expected even, but I was surprised to hear the desire in my tone. I hadn't even kissed her yet.

“I suppose,” she said, "that depends on you. You know where

I am."

“How about tomorrow night?” I blurted out. “I know of another place that has a band, and it's a lot of fun.”

She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “How about the night after? Would that be okay? It's just that the first day at the site is always ... exciting and tiring at the same time. We have a big group dinner, and I really shouldn't miss it.”

“Yeah, that's fine,” I said, thinking it wasn't fine at all.

She must have heard something in my voice. “Like Tim said, you're welcome to come by if you'd like.”

“No, that's okay. Tuesday night's fine.”

We continued to stand there, one of those awkward moments

I'll probably never get used to, but she turned away before I could attempt a kiss. Normally, I would have plunged ahead just to see what happened; I may not have been open about my feelings, but I was impulsive and quick to action. With Savannah, I felt oddly paralyzed. She didn't appear to be in any hurry, either.

A car passed by, breaking the spell. She took a step toward the house, then stopped and put her hand on my arm. In an innocent gesture, she kissed me on the cheek. It was almost sisterly, but her lips were soft and the scent of her engulfed me, lingering even after she pulled back.

“I really did have a good time,” she murmured. “I don't think I'll forget about today for a long, long time.”

I felt her hand leave my arm, and then in a whisper she vanished, retreating up the stairs of the house.

At home later that night, I found myself tossing and turning in

bed, reliving the events of the day. Finally I sat up, wishing I had told her how much our day had meant to me. Outside my window, I saw a shooting star cross the sky in a brilliant streak of white. I wanted to believe it was an omen, though of what, I wasn't sure. Instead, all I could do was replay Savannah's gentle kiss on my cheek for the hundredth time and wonder how I could be falling for a girl that I'd met only the day before.