"True self is non-self, the awareness that the self is made only of non-self elements. There's no separation between self and other, and everything is interconnected. Once you are aware of that you are no longer caught in the idea that you are a separate entity.",

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Chapter 25
HE NEXT DAY was Memorial Day, so I didn’t have to crawl out of Cal’s bed at the crack of dawn. Instead, we walked down to Lala’s for pastries and meandered back along the Farmington.
“Do you have plans this afternoon?” Callahan asked, taking a long pull from his coffee.
“What if I did?” I asked, tugging Angus’s leash so he wouldn’t eat or roll on the poor dead mouse at the edge of the path.
“You’d have to cancel them.” He grinned, slipping his arm around my waist.
“Oh, really?”
“Mmm-hmm.” He wiped a little frosting off my chin, then kissed me.
“Okay, then. I’m yours,” I murmured.
“I like the sound of that,” he said, kissing me again, long and slow and sweet, so that my knees wobbled when he let me go. “I’ll pick you up around two, but I have to run now. The appliances are being installed today.”
“You’re almost done with the house, aren’t you?” I asked, a sudden pang hitting my heart.
“Yup,” he answered.
“What happens after that?”
“I have another house to work on, couple towns north. But if you want, I can come back and lie on the roof of this house so you can spy on me. If the new owners don’t mind.”
“I never spied. It was more of a gazing thing.”
He grinned, then glanced at his watch. “Okay, Grace. Gotta run.” He kissed me once more, then went up the path to his house. “Two o’clock, don’t forget.”
I let out some line on Angus’s retractable leash so my puppy could sniff a fern and took a pull of my own coffee. Then I headed back home to correct papers.
As I sifted through my kids’ essays, I had an uneasy thought. I needed to tell the Manning search committee about Callahan. He was, after all, in my life now, and I should be upfront about that. However it happened, Cal had served time in a federal prison, had covered up a crime, even though his intentions had been honorable. That wasn’t something I should try to hide. That was also something that would probably tank whatever chance I had at becoming chairman of the history department. Nonprofit institutions tended to frown on embezzling and felons and prison records, especially where impressionable children were concerned.
My shoulders drooped at the thought. Well. I had to do it just the same.
At two o’clock sharp, Cal came up the walk. “You ready, woman?” he called through the screen door as Angus leaped and snarled from the other side.
“I have four papers left to grade. Can you wait half an hour?”
“No. Do it in the car, okay?”
I blinked. “Yes, Master.” He grinned. “Where are we going?”
“You’ll find out when we get there. When do you think this dog will like me?”
“Possibly never,” I said, picking up my dog and kissing his head. “Goodbye, Angus, my darling boy. Be good. Mommy loves you.”
“Ouch. That’s really…wow. Sad,” Cal said. I punched him in the shoulder. “No hitting, Grace!” he laughed. “You need to get those violent urges looked at. God. I never got beat up in prison, but I move in next to you, and look at me. Hit by sticks, bitten by your dog, my poor truck dented…”
“Such a baby. I’d think prison would’ve toughened you up a bit. Made you a man and all that.”
“It wasn’t that kind of prison.” He smiled and opened his truck door for me. “We did have tennis lessons. No shivving, though. Sorry to disappoint you, honey.”
Honey. I sort of flowed into the truck. Honey. Callahan O’ Shea called me honey.
Ten minutes later, we were on the Interstate, heading west. I took out a paper and started to read.
“Do you like being a teacher?” Callahan asked.
“I do,” I answered immediately. “The kids are fantastic at this age. Of course, I want to kill them half the time, but the other half, I just love them. And they are sort of the point of teaching.”
“Most people don’t love teenagers, do they?” He smiled, then checked the rearview mirror as we merged.
“Well, it’s not the easiest age, no. Little kids, who doesn’t love them, right? But teenagers—they’re just starting to show signs of who they could be. That’s really great to watch. And of course, I love what I teach.”
“The Civil War, right?” Callahan asked.
“I teach all areas of American history, actually, but yes, the Civil War is my specialty.”
“Why do you love it? Kind of a horrible war, wasn’t it?”
“Absolutely,” I answered. “But there was never a war where people cared more about their cause. It’s one thing to fight a foreign country, a culture that you don’t know, cities that you’ve never visited, maybe. But the Civil War…imagine what would drive you to raise troops against your own country, the way Lincoln did. The South was fighting for rights as individual states, but the North was fighting for the future of the nation. It was heartbreaking because it was so personal. It was us. I mean, when you compare Lincoln with someone like—”
I heard my voice rising, becoming that of a television preacher on Sunday morning. “Sorry,” I said, blushing.
Callahan reached over and squeezed my hand, grinning. “I like hearing about it,” he said. “And I like you, Grace.”
“So it’s more than the fact that I was the first woman you saw out of prison,” I said.
“Well, we can’t discount that,” he said somberly. “Imprinting, they call it, right, Teacher?”
I swatted his arm. “Very funny. Now leave me alone. I have papers to grade.”
“Yes, ma’am,” he said.
And grade them I did. Cal drove smoothly, not interrupting, commenting only when I read a snippet out loud. He asked me to check his MapQuest directions once or twice, which I did, quite amiably. It was surprisingly comfortable.
About an hour later, Callahan pulled off the highway. A sign announced that we’d arrived in Easting, New York, population 7512. We drove down a street lined with a pizzeria, hair salon, package store and a restaurant called Vito’s. “So, Mr. O’ Shea, why have you brought me to Easting, New York?” I asked.
“You’ll see it in about a block if these directions are right,” he said, pulling into a parking space on the street. Then he hopped out and opened my door. I made a mental note to thank Mr. Lawrence the next time I read to him. Callahan O’ Shea had beautiful manners. He took my hand and grinned.
“You look very confident,” I said.
“I am,” he answered, kissing my hand. All the qualms I’d felt about his past and my chances at the chairman job vanished, replaced with a tight band of happiness squeezing my chest. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d felt so light. Maybe, in fact, I’d never felt this good.
Then I saw where Cal was taking me, lurched to a halt and burst into tears.
“Surprise,” he said, sliding his arms around me in a hug.
“Oh, Cal,” I snuffled into his shoulder.
A small movie theater stood just down the block, brick entrance, wide windows, the smell of popcorn already seducing the senses. But it was the marquee that got me. Framed in lightbulbs, black letters against a white background were the following words: Special Anniversary Showing! See It As It Was Meant To Be Seen! And below that, in huge letters…Gone With the Wind.
“Oh, Cal,” I said again, my throat so tight I squeaked.
The teenager behind the counter stared wonderingly at me as I wept, while Cal bought us tickets, popcorn and root beer. The place was mobbed—I wasn’t the only one, apparently, who yearned to see the greatest love story of all time on the big screen.
“How did you find this?” I asked, wiping my eyes once we were seated.
“I Googled it a few weeks ago,” he answered. “You said you’d never seen it before, and it made me wonder if it ever got shown anymore. I was just going to tell you, but then you finally jumped me, so I figured I’d make it a date.”
A few weeks ago. He’d been thinking about me weeks ago. Wow.
“Thank you, Callahan O’ Shea,” I said, leaning in to kiss him. His mouth was soft and hot, and his hand slid behind my neck, and he tasted like popcorn and butter. Warm ripples danced through my stomach until the white-haired lady sitting behind us accidentally (or purposefully) kicked our seats. Then the lights dimmed, and I found that my heart was racing. Cal grinned, gave my hand a squeeze.
For the next few hours, I fell in love with Scarlett and Rhett all over again, my emotions as tender and raw as when I was fourteen and first read the book. I winced when Scarlett declared her love to Ashley, beamed when Rhett bid for her at the dance, cringed when Melly had her baby, bit a nail as Atlanta burned. By the last line, when Katie Scarlett O’ Hara Hamilton Kennedy Butler raised her head, once again determined to get what she wanted, unbowed, unbroken, I was out and out sobbing.
“I guess I should’ve brought some Valium,” Callahan murmured as the credits rolled, handing me a napkin, since I’d run out of tissues when Rhett joined the Confederate troops outside of Atlanta.
“Thank you,” I squeaked. The white-haired lady behind us patted my shoulder as she left.
“You’re welcome,” Cal said with that grin that I was coming to love.
“Did you like it?” I managed to ask.
He turned to me, his face gentle. “I loved it, Grace,” he said.
IT WAS ALMOST NINE WHEN WE got back to Peterston. “You hungry?” Callahan asked as we passed Blackie’s.
“I’m starving,” I said.
“Great.” He pulled into the parking lot, got out and took my hand. Holding hands had to be one of the most wonderful things God ever invented, I thought as we went into the restaurant. A small but undeniable claim on someone, holding hands. And holding hands with Callahan O’ Shea was thrilling and comforting at the same time, his big hand smooth and callused and warm.
We found a booth, and Cal sat next to me, rather than across. He slid his arm around my shoulder and pulled me close, and I breathed in the clean, soapy smell of him. Damn. I was in deep.
“Want some wings?” he asked, scanning the menu.
“You are definitely getting shagged tonight,” I said. “First Gone With the Wind, now buffalo wings. I can’t resist you.”
“Then my dastardly plan is working.” He turned and kissed me, that hungry, hot, soft kiss that was like caramel sauce, and I thought to myself that for the rest of my life, I would remember this as the most perfect, most romantic date I or any other woman had ever had. When I opened my eyes, Callahan O’ Shea was grinning. He pinched my chin and turned back to the menu.
I looked around the restaurant, smiling, feeling that the world was a beautiful place. A good-looking guy caught my eye and raised his beer glass. He looked familiar. Oh, yes. Eric, the window washer from Manning who loved his wife. And wasn’t she cute. They were holding hands. Another happy couple. Aw! I waved back.
“Hello there, Grace,” came a soft voice. I looked up and tried to suppress a grimace.
“Hi, Ava,” I said. “How are you?” My voice was chilly. She had, after all, gone on a date with Stuart.
“Very well, thank you,” she purred, looking at Callahan. Blink…blink…and blink again. “I’m Ava Machiatelli.”
“Callahan O’ Shea,” my boyfriend said, shaking her hand.
“I heard you had dinner with Stuart the other night,” I said.
“Mmm.” she smiled. “Poor lad. He needed a little…company.” My teeth clenched. Damn Stuart for being just another typical man, and damn Ava for being the kind of woman who had no morals when it came to sex.
Ava turned and waved toward the bar. “Kiki! Over here!” She turned back to Cal and me. “Apparently, Kiki broke up with someone over the weekend and is feeling rather devastated,” she said. “I’m administering margaritas.”
Kiki joined us, looking indeed quite tragic (and a little tipsy). “Hey, Grace. I called you about ten times today. Remember that guy from Jitterbug’s? Well, he dumped me!” Her voice broke. She turned her gaze to Callahan. “Hi—” Her voice broke off abruptly. “My God, it’s the ex-con!” she exclaimed, heartbreak forgotten.
“Nice to see you again,” Cal said, raising an eyebrow at her.
“Ex-con?” Ava said.
There was an uncomfortable pause. I didn’t say anything…visions of trustees danced in my head. Shit.
“Embezzling, right?” Kiki said, shooting me a decidedly cool look. Ah, yes. I’d warned her off Callahan for just that reason. Damn it.
“That’s right,” Cal said.
Ava’s eyes lit up. “Embezzling. Fascinating.”
“Well,” I said. “Nice seeing you guys. Have fun.”
“Oh, we will,” Ava said with a huge smile. “So nice to meet you, Callahan.” And with that, they returned to their table.
“Everything okay?” Cal asked.
“They work at Manning,” I said, watching as Ava and Kiki sat at a table not too far away.
“Right.”
“So now everyone will know I’m dating an ex-con,” I said.
“I guess so.” His eyes were expectant.
“Well,” I said briskly, squeezing his hand. “I guess I am dating an ex-con. So there you go.” Ava’s and Kiki’s heads were together. My stomach hurt. “So. Buffalo wings it is.”
Unfortunately, I wasn’t hungry anymore.
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