n the past twenty-four hours, Vivi Ann had filled a spiral notebook with ideas. It didn’t matter that her father hadn’t agreed with her yet. She had no doubt at all that he’d come around to her way of thinking. So would Winona, once she got the bug out of her butt and stopped caring that it wasn’t her idea.

“Vivi Ann? Are you paying attention?”

She looked up from her notes.

Ten eager faces stared back at her. The girls of the Bits and Spurs 4-H group were seated around the living room—on the blue and yellow plaid sofa, beside the wagon wheel coffee table, in clusters on the worn oak flooring. Their ages ranged from nine to sixteen, and they had a singular passion in common: horses.

For the next hour, the girls talked about their horses and the fair and the barrel-racing clinic Vivi Ann was teaching next week. They were still talking and laughing and battering her with questions when Vivi Ann heard the first car drive up. Headlights flashed through the kitchen window and snapped off.

“Oh, no,” someone whined when the doorbell rang. “Our moms are here to pick us up. Tell ’em we’re still working, Vivi Ann.”

She went to the door and opened it, surprised to find a stranger standing on her front porch. He was tall and lean, with a shock of precisely combed brown hair. He was good-looking in a starched, buttoned-down way; or maybe that was the impression she got from his yellow polo shirt and pleated khaki Dockers. “May I help you?” she said, struggling to be heard over the magpie din in the living room.

He swept her into his arms and gave her a bear hug that was as tight as it was surprising. When he said, “You don’t remember me, do you?” it all clicked into place.

“Luke Connelly,” she said when he put her down. “Back from the wilds of Montana.”

He smiled. “I knew you’d figure it out if I picked you up.”

She didn’t quite know what to say to that. Did he have a memory of them that she’d misplaced? “It’s good to see you again.”

“You, too.” He glanced past her to the houseful of giggling girls. “Why do I think your dad isn’t home?”

“Sadly for you, you’ve missed him, but my Bits and Spurs 4-H Club would love to hear a real live veterinarian talk to them.” She turned. “Wouldn’t you, girls?”

A chorus of approval greeted her question.

Luke moved into the group easily, charming the girls as he talked to them about conformation and its importance in choosing a horse. He patiently answered questions until the girls’ mothers began to show up.

At nine o’clock, when the house was quiet again, Vivi Ann grabbed two beers from the fridge and handed him one, saying, “You were a good sport about that.”

“They treat you like a rock star.”

“I know. Isn’t it great?”

They sat down on the sofa and put their feet up on the coffee table. A log crackled in the fireplace and thudded off the grate, sending a shower of sparks flying.

“You don’t really remember me, do you?” he said. “I waved at you at the gas station last week and you didn’t wave back.”

“I remember you, of course, but I don’t remember you. You were the boy who lived next door, my mom’s best friend’s son. I was too busy with horses to spend any time with you. You moved when I was, what, fourteen?”

“About that. All I really remember about you is every time I saw you, you were on that little Welsh pony of yours, running like the wind. And later... it was your mom’s quarter horse.”

“I still spend most of my time on Clem, trying to reach Mach 1.”

“How come you never went away to school like your sisters?”

She laughed. “Oh, I went away. I just came right back. Too much beer and too many boys and too few books. Besides, my dad needed me.”

He took a sip of his beer. “My mom figured you’d be here; she even guessed you’d be the 4-H leader.”

“How could she know that?”

“She said you were just like Donna. All heart.”

“That’s nice to hear. I don’t remember Mom as much as I wish I did. What did you need to talk to my dad about?”

“Henry left a message that he wanted to talk to me about using my field. Do you know what that’s about?”

Vivi Ann launched into her idea about the future of Water’s Edge, from the first barrel-racing series to her hopes for team-roping jackpots, then she waited for his response.

“What’s a jackpot, exactly?”

“It’s like a rodeo with just one event, and the teams get more chances to compete. There are several go-rounds, or heats, I guess, and the guys can pair up in different combinations. Fifty guys can make up two hundred teams, or more. It gives everyone more chances to win.”

“It sounds like a good idea.”

“I think it is, if we can pull it all together. It’ll take some money, which Dad doesn’t really have. I’ll get a chance to test it with the barrel-racing series.”

“Well, I’m a new vet in town. I could use some publicity, so how about I donate free vet services for the winner? One hundred and fifty bucks’ worth.”

Vivi Ann had never thought of sponsorship, but now that he’d said it she saw how natural a fit it was. She could get gift certificates from all kinds of local vendors to supplement her prizes. The feed store, the tack shop, the boot maker. “I’d say that’s an ice-cream-worthy idea. Come on.” She grabbed his hand and led him into the kitchen.

“Ice cream and beer? Does that go together?”

“Ice cream goes with everything. And thanks to Winona, we’ve got every flavor.” She opened the freezer, revealing at least seven quarts of ice cream.

He looked them over. “Chocolate cherry.”

“Perfect.” She got his flavor and hers and scooped out two bowls. Then they went back into the living room.

“I was right. This beer tastes like crap now.”

She grinned at him. “Don’t worry. The ice cream won’t last long.”

“Will you have another beer with me?”

“Just try to stop me, Doc.”

All that week, while Winona saw clients and read contracts, she thought about the future of Water’s Edge. As much as she wanted to dismiss Vivi Ann’s idea out of hand, she couldn’t quite do it. Neither, however, could she embrace it, and on top of all of that indecision lay the irritating fact that she hadn’t come up with the idea. In many ways, it should have been obvious. Finally, at eight o’clock in the evening she gave up and drove over to the ranch.

Knocking once, she went into the quiet house. A lamp in the kitchen was on; another one in the living room cast light on the plaid, skirted sofa and wagon wheel coffee table. She moved forward, crossed the honeyed oak floor, and stepped onto the oval blue rag rug that had been in this room for the whole of her life. “Dad?”

She heard the rattling of ice and saw him in his study, staring out across the backyard to the purple and black Canal beyond. She’d expected to find him there; it was where he always stood when he was unhappy. For the entire first year after Mom’s death, he’d practically been rooted to that very spot. Only Vivi Ann, who’d never been afraid to take his hand and tug, had ever been able to make him move.

“Dad?”

He took a sip of his bourbon, and without turning said, “You come to tell me what to do with my own land?”

She knew right then how this would play out. He’d made his mind up and chosen Vivi Ann—again. Big surprise. Now Winona could either get on board or be shut out. It was an easy decision. “I’ve got money in the bank. It’s probably enough for the steers and a bigger tractor. The chutes don’t cost that much. Materials, mostly. We’ve got plenty of friends who’d be happy to help us build them.”

He turned slowly to face her. “You want me to take your money?”

She couldn’t tell if she’d touched him or offended him. Or maybe both. “Water’s Edge is all of us, Dad.”

She waited for him to answer, say something, anything, but he just stood there. It was one of a thousand times in her life she wished she knew him better. “At the very least, I can help. I can manage the finances, pay the bills. And I’ll do the hiring. Vivi Ann makes the worst hiring choices I’ve ever seen. That Travis Kitt is a joke... and people in town are talking about how stupid it was to hire him.”

“That’s what they’re sayin’?”

Winona nodded. “About the money—”

He gave her a hard look; there was something behind his eyes, a darkness that could mean anything—regret, sadness, anger. She didn’t know, had never known, how to read his face. It was something Mom would have done someday, defined him for them, put him in some kind of context. Without that lesson, they had all been left in murky water, and Winona most of all. Before she could guard against it, worry tightened her stomach. She couldn’t help thinking that she’d been wrong to offer her money to him.

“I ain’t gonna take money from my daughter.”

“But—”

“Go talk to Luke. He’ll let us run steers on his land. See what he wants to charge us. And hire someone who’ll stay. Make sure he knows his way around horses.”

Before she could even come up with an answer, he was leaving her, just walking away.

He hadn’t even thanked her for the offer.

A week later, on a cold gray day, Winona took her place at the end of the dining room table, seating herself in the chair that had once belonged to her mother. Aurora sat on the left side of the table, and Vivi Ann was on the right side.

Her father sat at the other end, his face still dusty from the day’s work, his hair damp and flattened to his forehead by the hat that now hung on a hook by the front door. Only someone like Winona, who’d made a habit of studying his face for the slightest change or emotion, would have noticed the intensity of his gaze. She wasn’t sure that he really wanted to go forward with Vivi Ann’s plan, but he’d made up his mind, gone public with the news, so there was no way he’d back out. All that was left for Winona now was to protect him and his land to the best of her ability.

“Okay,” Winona said. “I’ve gone over all the loan documents and the finances. The good news is that it didn’t cost as much to get things started as we’d originally thought. All in all, we should be good borrowing fifty thousand dollars.” She slid the paperwork toward her father. “The loan is collateralized by this property. If the monthly payments aren’t made in a timely fashion the bank has the right to accelerate the note, demand full payment, and if none is forthcoming, begin foreclosure proceedings.”

No one spoke, so Winona pushed another piece of paper toward him. “That’s what you and Vivi Ann will need to generate in income to break even every month. If you’d like, I can act as financial manager for the first year or so. Pay the bills, watch expenses. That kind of thing. And, of course, I’ll hire a full-time hand to help out around here.” She glanced pointedly at Vivi Ann, then at her father. “I’ll figure out a way to make sure he stays awhile.”

“Thank God,” Vivi Ann said, laughing. “We all know I suck at hiring.”

Dad grunted something unintelligible and got up from the table. Without looking back, he headed into his study and closed the door behind him.

Winona sat there, irritated that once again she’d let herself expect something from him. Gratitude at the very least.

“Don’t worry about Dad,” Aurora said. “You did a wonderful job. We see that, don’t we, Vivi?”

“A fabulous job. Really,” Vivi Ann agreed. “He’s just scared. I say we celebrate with a little ice cream.” She got up and hurried over to the kitchen. Claiming her favorite flavor, she went out to the porch.

Winona and Aurora followed her. Aurora picked her favorite—pralines and cream—and got two spoons.

Winona’s favorite flavor wasn’t there, so she took a pint of rocky road out onto the porch and stood with her sisters. They’d done this dozens of times over the years, come together on the porch, eating ice cream, and talking. “Hey, who ate my chocolate cherry?” she asked.

Vivi Ann answered, “Luke Connelly dropped by. I didn’t even recognize him. He looked so different. Way cuter than I remember.”

Aurora threw Winona a sharp look.

“What did he want?” Winona asked, hoping she sounded casual.

“To see Dad. The poor guy came during my 4-H meeting, so I made him talk to the girls. He was cool about it, though.” Vivi Ann took another bite of ice cream and said, “He asked me out.”

Winona knew she should just stand there and pretend it didn’t hurt. It was what she’d always done around Vivi Ann, but this time she couldn’t manage the pretense. “I gotta go. I’ve got a big day at work tomorrow... lots of papers to hear. Read. I meant read.”

“Me, too,” Aurora said. She wrapped an arm around Winona and led her down the porch steps toward their two cars. If Vivi Ann noticed anything odd in their behavior, she didn’t remark on it; instead, she called out a goodbye and carried the ice-cream containers back into the house.

As soon as the door banged shut, Aurora turned to Winona. “Are you going to tell her or am I?”

“Tell her what?”

“Don’t insult me. You have to tell Vivi Ann you’re interested in Luke.”

“And make myself look even more pathetic? No, thank you. I knew he wouldn’t want me. Why did I let myself think otherwise? Who would want the fat girl when Michelle Pfeiffer is standing right there?”

“Tell Vivi Ann. She’ll break the date and never make another one.”

Winona could almost taste the humiliation of such a conversation; it would be bitter and sour at the same time, like a lime gone bad. “No way. Besides, Vivi Ann goes through men like I go through Post-it notes. Luke is way too quiet for her; you know she has a wild streak when it comes to men. It won’t last long.”

“You can’t count on that. You have to tell her.”

“No. And you have to promise not to say anything, either. I’d be mortified if Luke knew how I felt. Obviously he doesn’t feel the same way.” At Aurora’s unconvinced look, Winona said, “Promise me.” She knew that Aurora didn’t make a promise lightly, and once made, she kept it.

“I’m not going to say anything. It’s your life and you’re a grown woman... but you’re making a Godzilla mistake here. You’ve always had a chip on your shoulder about Vivi. This could turn it into a boulder. And it’s not fair to Vivi, because she doesn’t know a thing about it. She’d never hurt you if she knew.”

“Promise me.”

“I have a bad feeling about this, Win.”

“Promise me.”

“Oh, damn it, okay. I promise. And I won’t say another word about it. Except I have a bad feeling about this. You’re making a mistake.”

“Thank God you didn’t say anything,” Winona said grimly. “Now let’s go home.”

In late February and March, rain pelted Oyster Shores. Mud oozed up through the pastures where the horses stood and pooled in brown bogs. Silver streams formed overnight, rushing in gullies on either side of the driveway. The poor purple crocuses that dared to peek up from the mud were soon pounded down by the rain.

The weather matched Winona’s mood. Not perfectly, of course. A precise reflection of her emotions would have been a bank of swollen charcoal clouds gathering for a coming storm, but still it was a mirror. So much so that in April, when the sky caught its breath for a few moments and the pale, watery sun came out from its hiding place, she found herself missing the rain. The golden sun pissed her off.

The beautiful plum trees on Viewcrest burst into bloom, and all throughout her garden she saw signs of new life. The velvet-green start of tulips, the first lime-green buds on the tree branches, a row of butter-yellow daffodils. It was a daily reminder that the seasons were changing, that the steel-gray winter was giving way to a bright and shiny spring. Usually Winona loved this season of flowers, when pink blossoms floated through her yard like cotton candy bits, layering the ground, but this year time was not her friend. This year time was measured by the days Vivi Ann spent with Luke.

They had been together for almost three months now, and sometimes, when Winona lay in her lonely bed at night, she found herself counting the days Vivi Ann had stolen from her. Saturday nights at the Outlaw Tavern, dancing with Luke; Sunday mornings after church; evenings around the house, while Dad was there. Winona wasn’t stupid, nor was she mentally ill. She knew these imagined moments had never belonged to her, that Vivi Ann had in fact stolen nothing, but still she felt cheated. Every day she woke thinking, This will be the day she dumps him, and she conjured scenarios in her mind to follow: how Winona would comfort him, hold his hand, and let him talk, how he’d finally turn to her and see the truth and be saved by it.

And every night she went to bed alone, thinking, Tomorrow, then.

One piece of knowledge, bone-deep and certain, kept her going: Vivi Ann didn’t love Luke. For her beautiful, reckless sister, dating Luke was a lark, a way to pass the time.

All Winona had to do was keep hiding her feelings and wait for the inevitable breakup.

Now, on this Saturday night, she dressed for the last of the barrel-racing series events with care: black jeans, a long white tunic top, layers of stone-bead necklaces in bright colors, and black cowboy boots. Curling her hair and spraying it to hold, she put on plenty of makeup and then drove over to the ranch.

The driveway was full of truck-and-trailer combinations. Yellow light spilled from the barn’s open end; she could see shadows moving back and forth across the light, breaking its beam. Vivi Ann’s final barrel-racing event appeared to be a success.

Finding an open spot, she went to the barn and looked in. The honey wooden plaid of the new roping chutes and return alley lined one wall of the arena and the suspended announcer’s booth was nearing completion. In the arena, there were at least twenty-two women and girls on horseback. One was racing around the first of three yellow barrels, the rider angled forward, kicking hard, yelling, Ha! loudly; the others were probably waiting their turn.

And Vivi Ann stood in the middle of it all, running the insanity like a beautiful, golden ringmaster. The women and girls hung on her every word, treating her like a movie star because she knew how to make a horse run around three barrels in under fourteen seconds.

Vivi Ann saw Winona and waved.

Winona waved back, even as she looked around for Luke. Assured that he wasn’t in the arena, she walked down to the farmhouse and let herself in, calling out, “Hey, Dad.”

“I’m in the study,” Luke answered.

Smiling, she went to see him.

“Hey, there,” he said, rising automatically. “You just missed your dad.”

She smiled brightly. Thank God. “That’s okay. I came by to get the bills.”

“It’s too late to be working,” Luke said. “And it’s a Saturday night. What do you say we have a beer?”

“You want to go to the Outlaw?”

“I told Vivi Ann I’d be here when she was done, so how about the Grey family back porch instead?”

“Of course,” she said, forcing her smile to stay steady.

She got the beers and a warmer coat and followed him outside. On this late April evening, the air was cool but not cold, and as crisp as a new sheet of paper. Down at the bulkhead, a rising tide slapped against the cement and splashed over, dampening the grass. Along the weathered white railing, a row of collected shells reminded her of all the beachcombing they’d done as children.

They sat side by side with the ease of childhood friends, talking about their days. Luke told her about the foal he’d delivered and the wound he’d stitched up; she relayed a funny story about a client who wanted to buy a wolf pup for his son and didn’t understand why an animal that lived around here could be considered exotic and therefore forbidden in town.

The more they talked, the more Winona felt that tightening in her belly ease. When she was with him it was easier to believe that there could be a future for them. Even her bitterness toward Vivi Ann softened to manageable proportions. In his presence she was like a stick of warm butter, slowly losing shape. “You said you came home because you were restless,” Winona said, her words coming a little hesitantly. She didn’t want to probe too deeply, but she’d been plagued by her desire to know everything about him. “What are you looking for?”

He shrugged. “My sister says I’m too romantic. That it’ll be the death of me. I don’t know. I just wanted something else. And all my life I heard stories about my dad and how he cleared this land by hand and found his place. I want to do something like that.”

“I hardly remember your dad,” Winona said. “Except that he was huge, and he had a voice like a grizzly bear. He used to scare me when he yelled.”

Luke leaned back. “Did I ever tell you I quit talking when he died?”

“No.”

“For a year. Third grade. I knew everyone was scared—my mom kept taking me to doctors for tests, and she cried all the time—but I just couldn’t find my voice.”

“What happened?”

“I got over it, I guess. One day I just looked at my mom across the dinner table and said, ‘Pass the potatoes, please.’ ”

She looked at him, remembering how keen the loss of a parent could feel. It made her ache for the little boy he’d been, and she wanted to reach out and touch him, maybe say how alike they were. Instead, she looked away before he recognized the longing in her gaze. “What did Vivi Ann say when you told her about your dad?”

“Oh, Vivi and I don’t talk about things like that.”

“Why not?”

“You know Vivi Ann. She just wants to have fun. That’s what I love about her. There are enough serious people in the world.”

Winona felt as if he’d just cut her down, even if that wasn’t what he’d intended. Here she was, right beside him, listening to his secrets, and still he didn’t see her.

Men only cared about physical beauty. Her mistake had been in expecting more of him.

“Can I tell you a secret?” he asked.

She couldn’t smile. The irony poked at her. “Of course. Secrets are always safe with a lawyer.”

He reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a small blue ring box.

Winona wasn’t exactly sure how she made herself move, how she reached out and took it from him. Her heart was beating so loudly she couldn’t hear the rising tide anymore. Slowly, she opened the lid and saw a diamond ring inside. Moonlight caught its light, made it sparkle like a tiny star against the blue velvet. For a terrible moment, she thought she might be sick.

“I’m going to ask her to marry me,” he said.

“But... it’s only been three months...”

“I’m twenty-eight, Win. That’s old enough to know what I want.”

Something inside of her was dying, turning slowly to ash. “And you want Vivi Ann.” Did he hear the brittleness in her voice? She didn’t know, didn’t care.

“How could I not?”

Winona had no answer for that. Everything came easily to Vivi Ann; love most of all.

“Tell me you’re happy for me, Win,” he said.

She looked right at him and lied.