lue is one colour the Danube never manages. Slate grey, muddy brown, dirty rust, sweat-stained khaki; all of these and most of the intermediate shades sabotage the dreams of any romantic who stands on her banks. Occasionally, where boats gather, she achieves a kind of oily radiance as the sun shimmers on a skin of spilled fuel, turning the river the iridescent hues of a pigeon's throat. On a dark night when clouds obscure the stars, she's as black as the Styx. But there, in central Europe at the turning of the new millennium, it cost rather more than a penny to pay the ferryman.

From both land and water, the place looked like a deserted, rundown boat repair yard. The rotting ribs of a couple of barges and corroded components from old machinery, their former functions a mystery, were all that could be glimpsed through the gaps in the planks of the tall gates. Anyone curious enough to have stopped their car on the quiet back road and peered into the yard would have been satisfied that they were looking at yet another graveyard for a dead communist enterprise.

But there was no apparent reason for anybody to harbour idle curiosity about this particular backwater. The only mystery was why, even in those illogical totalitarian days, it had ever been thought there was any point in opening a business there. There was no significant population centre for a dozen miles in any direction. The few farms that occupie the hinterland had always required more work to make then profitable than their occupants could provide; no spare hand there. When this boatyard was in operation, the workers haci been bussed fifteen miles to get to work. Its only advantage was its position on the river, sheltered from the main flow by a long sandbar covered in scrubby bushes and a few straggling trees leaning in the direction of the prevailing wind.

That remained its signal selling point to those who covertly used this evidently decaying example of industrial architecture from the bad old days. For this place was not what it seemed. Far from being a ruin, it was a vital staging post on a journey. If anyone had taken the trouble to give the place a closer look, they would have started to notice incongruities. The perimeter fence, for example, made of sheets of prefabricated reinforced concrete. It was in surprisingly good repair. The razor wire that ran along the top looked far more recent than the fall of communism. Not much to go on, in truth, but clues that were there to be read by those who are fluent in the language of deviousness.

If such a person had mounted surveillance on the apparently deserted boatyard that night, they would have been rewarded. But when the sleek black Mercedes purred along the back road, there were no curious eyes to see. The carj halted short of the gates and the driver climbed out, shivering momentarily as cold damp air replaced the climate controlled environment. He fumbled in the pockets of his leather jacket, coming out with a bunch of keys. It took him a couple of minutes to work his way through the four unfamiliar padlocks, then the gates swung silently open under his touch. He pushed them all the way back, then hurried back to the car and drove inside.

As the driver closed the gates behind the Mercedes, two men emerged from the back of the saloon. Tadeusz Radecki stretched his long legs, shaking the creases out of his Armani suit and reaching back into the car for his long sable coat. He'd felt the cold as never before lately, and it was a raw night, his breath emerging from his nostrils in filmy plumes. He pulled the fur close around him and surveyed the scene. He'd lost weight recently, and in the pale gloom cast by the car's headlamps the strong bones of his face were a reminder of the skull beneath the skin, his darting hazel eyes the only sign of the vitality within.

Darko Krasic strolled round to stand beside him, angling his wrist up so he could see the dial of his chunky gold watch. 'Half past eleven. The truck should be here any minute now.'

Tadeusz inclined his head slightly. 'I think we'll take the package ourselves.'

Krasic frowned. 'Tadzio, that's not a good idea. Everything's set up. There's no need for you to get so close to the merchandise.'

'You think not?' Tadeusz's tone was deceptively negligent. Krasic knew better than to argue. The way his boss had been acting lately, not even his closest associates were prepared to risk the flare of his anger by crossing him.

Krasic held his hands up in a placatory gesture. 'Whatever,' he said.

Tadeusz stepped away from the car and began to prowl the boatyard, his eyes adjusting to the gloom. Krasic was right in one sense. There was no need for him to involve himself directly in any aspect of his business. But nothing was to be / taken for granted just now. His mindset had been shaped by his grandmother, who, in spite of the noble blood she insisted flowed in her veins, had been as superstitious as any of the peasants she'd so despised. But she'd dressed up her irrational convictions in the fancy clothes of literary allusion. So, rather than teach the boy that troubles come in threes, she'd enlisted Shakespeare's adage that 'When sorrows come, they come not single spies, but in battalions'.

Katerina's death should have been sorrow enough. Tadeusz prided himself on never allowing his face to give him away, either in business or in personal relationships. But that news had transformed his face into a howling mask of grief, tears flooding his eyes as a silent scream tore through him. He'd always known he'd loved her; he just hadn't grasped how much.

What made it worse was that it had been so ridiculous. So very Katerina. She'd been driving her Mercedes SLK with the top down. She'd just left the Berlin ring road at the Ku'damm exit, so she'd probably still been going too fast when a motorbike shot out from a side street in front of her. Desperate to avoid hitting the careless rider, she'd swerved towards the pavement, lost control of the powerful roadster and careered into a newspaper kiosk. She'd died in the arms of a paramedic, her head injuries too appalling to comprehend.

The biker was long gone, unaware of the carnage he'd left in his wake. And mechanical examination had discovered a fault in the circuit that controlled the anti-lock braking in the Merc. That, at any rate, was the official version.

But once his initial grief had receded to the point where he could function again, Tadeusz had begun to wonder. Krasic, ever the loyal lieutenant, had reported that in Tadeusz's temporary absence there had been a couple of more or less subtle attempts to move in on his business. Krasic, who had stoically refused to be distracted by his boss's bereavement, had dealt ruthlessly with the threats, but as soon as Tadeusz showed signs of life again, he had laid out the full story before him Now, the word was out. Tadeusz wanted the biker. The police officers on his payroll had been little help; information from witnesses was scant. It had all happened so fast. It had just started to rain, so passing pedestrians had their heads down against the weather. There were no surveillance cameras in the immediate area.

The private investigator Tadeusz had hired to reinterview the witnesses had come up with a little more. One teenage boy had been enough of a wannabe rider himself to have noticed that the machine was a BMW. Now, Tadeusz was waiting impatiently for his police contacts to provide a list of possible candidates. One way or another, whether her death had been an accident or a more cruel design, someone was going to pay for it.

While he waited, Tadeusz knew he had to keep himself occupied. Usually, he left the planning on the ground to Krasic and the competent cadre of organizers they'd built around them over the years. He dealt in the big picture and the details were not his concern. But he was edgy. There were threats out there in the shadows, and it was time to make sure that all the links in the chain were still as sound as they had been when the systems were set up.

And it did no harm now and again to remind the peons who was in charge.

He walked over to the water's edge, gazing down the river. He could just make out the leading lights of a huge Rhineship, the grumble of its engine drifting across the water. As he watched, the barge angled into the narrow, deep channel that would bring it alongside the boatyard wharf. Behind him, Tadeusz heard the gates opening again.

He turned to see a battered van drive in. The van cut away to one side, over by the Mercedes. Moments later, he heard the electronic beep of a reversing warning. A large container lorry backed into the boatyard. Three men jumped out of the van. Two made their way towards the wharf, while the third, dressed in the uniform of a Romanian customs officer, headed for the back of the truck, where he was joined by the truck driver. Between them, they removed the customs seal from the container, unfastened the locks and let the doors swing open. Inside the container were stacked cases of canned cherries. Tadeusz curled his lip at the sight. Who in their right mind would contemplate eating Romanian canned cherries, never mind importing them by the truckload? As he looked on, the customs man and the driver started to unload the boxes. Meanwhile, behind him, the barge glided up to the wharf, where the two men expertly helped it moor.

Swiftly, a narrow passage between the cardboard boxes appeared. There was a moment's pause then, suddenly, bodies surged through the gap and leapt to the ground. Bewildered Chinese faces gleamed sweating in the dim lights that glowed from vehicles and the barge. The stream of humanity slowed, then stopped. Around forty Chinese men huddled tight together, bundles and backpacks clutched to their chests, their frightened eyes flickering to and fro across the alien boatyard like horses who smell the taint of blood. They were shivering in the sudden cold, their thin clothes no protection against the chill of the river air. Their uneasy silence was more unsettling than any amount of chatter could have been.

A whisper of a breeze gusted a waft of stale air from the back of the lorry towards Tadeusz. His nose wrinkled in distaste at the mingled smells of sweat, urine, and shit, all overlaid with a fault chemical tang. You'd have to be desperate to choose this way to travel It was a desperation that had made a significant contribution to his personal wealth, and he had a certain grudging respect for those with courage enough to take the path to freedom he offered.

Swiftly, the truck driver, the two men from the van and the barge crew organized their cargo. A couple of the Chinese spoke enough German to act as interpreters and the illegals were readily pressed into service. First they emptied the truck of its cherries and chemical toilets, then hosed down the interior. Once it was clean, they formed a human chain and transferred boxes of canned fruit from a container on the jarge to the lorry. Finally, the Chinese climbed aboard the ?arge and, without any apparent reluctance, made their way into the now empty container. Tadeusz's crew built a single ayer of boxes between the illegals and the container doors, then the customs official affixed seals identical to the ones ie'd removed earlier.

It was a smooth operation, Tadeusz noted with a certain amount of pride. The Chinese had come into Budapest on tourist visas. They'd been met by one of Krasic's men and taken to a warehouse where they'd been moved into the container lorry. A couple of days before, the barge had been baded under the eyes of customs officials near Bucharest with an entirely legal cargo. Here, in the middle of nowhere, < they'd rendezvoused and been swapped. The barge would take far longer than the lorry to reach Rotterdam, but it was much less likely to be searched, given its documentation and customs seals. Any nosy official with serious doubts could be referred to the local customs who had supervised the loading. And the lorry, which was far more likely to be stopped and searched, would continue to its destination with an unimpeachable cargo. If anyone had seen anything suspicious enough at the airport or the warehouse to alert the authorHies, all they would find would be a truckload of canned cherries. If officials noted the Hungarian customs seals had been interfered with, the driver could easily shrug it off as vandalism or an attempt at theft.

As the customs official crossed back to the truck, Tadeui intercepted him. 'A moment, please. Where is the parcel fd Berlin?'

Krasic frowned. He'd almost begun to think that his bos had had sensible second thoughts about the Chinese hero; the illegals had brought with them to pay part of their passag There was no reason for Tadzio to change the systems th Krasic had so punctiliously set up. No reason other than 1 foolish superstitions he'd been prey to since Katerina's deau The customs man shrugged. 'Better ask the driver,' he sai with a nervous grin. He'd never seen the big boss before, a: it was a privilege he could well have done without. Krasi ruthlessness in Tadeusz's name was a legend among corrupt of Central Europe.

Tadeusz cocked an eyebrow at the driver.

'I keep it in the casing of my CB radio,' the driver saic He led Tadeusz round to the lorry cab and pulled the radii free of its housing. It left a gap large enough to hold fou sealed cakes of compressed brown powder.

'Thank you,' Tadeusz said. 'There's no need for you to be troubled with that on this trip.' He reached inside an extracted the packages. 'You'll still get your money, of course Krasic watched, feeling the hair on the back of his necl stand up. He couldn't remember the last time he'd crossed frontier with so much as a joint of cannabis. Driving across Europe with four kilos of heroin seemed like insanity. Hij boss might be suffering from a death wish, but Krasic didn'l want to join the party. Muttering a prayer to the Virgin, he followed Tadeusz back to the limo.

2

Carol Jordan grinned into the mirror in the women's toilet and punched the air in a silent cheer. She couldn't have had better interview if she'd scripted it herself. She'd known her tuff, and she'd been asked the kind of questions that let her low it. The panel - two men and a woman - had nodded md smiled approval more often than she could have hoped for in her wildest dreams.

She'd worked for this afternoon for two years. She'd moved from her job running the CID in the Seaford division of East Yorkshire Police back to the Met so she'd be best placed to step sideways into the elite corps of the National Criminal (Intelligence Service, NCIS. She'd taken every available course on criminal intelligence analysis, sacrificing most of her off duty time to background reading and research. She'd even used a week of her annual leave working as an intern with a private software company in Canada that specialized in crime Imkage computer programs. Carol didn't mind that her social life was minimal; she loved what she was doing and she'd disciplined herself not to want more. She reckoned there couldn't be a detective chief inspector anywhere in the country who had a better grasp of the subject. And now she was ready for the move.

Her references, she knew, would have been impeccable. Her former chief constable, John Brandon, had been urging her for a long time to move away from the sharp end of policing in the strategic area of intelligence and analysis. Initially, she h resisted, because although her early forays into the area h given her a significantly enhanced professional reputatio they'd left her emotions in confusion, her self-esteem at an a time low. Just thinking about it now wiped the grin from h face. She gazed into her serious blue eyes and wondered ho long it would be before she could think about Tony Hill witho the accompanying feeling of emptiness in her stomach.

She'd been instrumental in bringing two serial killers ^ justice. But the unique alliance she'd formed with Tony, psychological profiler with more than enough twists in h own psyche to confound the most devious of minds, haj breached all the personal defences she'd constructed overf dozen years as a police officer. She'd made the cardinal errc of letting herself love someone who couldn't let himself lo\ her.

His decision to quit the front line of profiling and retre to academic life had felt like a liberation for Carol. At last si was free to follow her talent and her desire and focus on thl kind of work she was best suited to without the distractioj of Tony's presence.

Except that he was always present, his voice in her heac his way of looking at the world shaping her thoughts. I

Carol ran a frustrated hand through her shaggy blondl hair. 'Fuck it,' she said out loud. 'This is my world now, Tony.]

She raked around in her bag and found her lipstick. Sh^ did a quick repair job then smiled at her reflection again, thu time with more than a hint of defiance. The interview pane, had asked her to return in an hour for their verdict. Sh^ decided to head down to the first-floor canteen and have thfi lunch she'd been too nervous to manage earlier. j

She walked out of the toilet with a bounce in her stride:) Ahead of her, further down the corridor, the lift pinged. The doors slid open and a tall man in dress uniform stepped out and turned to his right without looking in her direction. Carol slowed down, recognizing Commander Paul Bishop. She wondered what he was doing here at NCIS. The last she'd heard, he'd been seconded to a Home Office policy unit. After the dramatic, anarchic and embarrassing debut of the National Offender Profiling Task Force that he'd headed up, no one in authority wanted Bishop in a post anywhere near the public eye. To her astonishment, Bishop walked straight into the interview room she'd left ten minutes before.

What the hell was going on? Why were they talking to Bishop about her? He had never been her commanding officer. She'd resisted a transfer to the nascent profiling task force, principally because it was Tony's personal fiefdom and she had wanted to avoid working closely with him for a second time. But hi spite of her best intentions, she'd been sucked into an investigation that should never have needed to happen, and in the process had broken rules and crossed boundaries that she didn't want to think too closely about. She certainly didn't want the interviewers who were considering her for a senior analyst's post to be confronted by Paul Bishop's dissection of her past conduct. He'd never liked her, and as Carol had been the most senior officer involved in the capture of Britain's highest profile serial killer, he'd reserved most of his anger about the maverick operation for her.

She supposed she'd have done the same in his shoes. But that didn't make her feel any happier with the notion that Paul Bishop had just walked into the room where her future was being decided. All of a sudden, Carol had lost her appetite.

€We were right. She's perfect,' Morgan said, tapping his pencil end to end on his pad, a measured gesture that emphasized the status he believed he held among his fellow officers.

Thorson frowned. She was all too aware of how manj things could go wrong when unfathomable emotions were dragged into play in an operation. 'What makes you think she's got what it takes?'

Morgan shrugged. 'We won't know for sure till we see her in action. But I'm telling you, we couldn't have found a better match if we'd gone looking.' He pushed his shirtsleeves up over his muscular forearms in a businesslike way.

There was a knock at the door. Surtees got up and opened it to admit Commander Paul Bishop. His colleagues didn't even glance up from their intense discussion.

'Just as well. We'd have looked bloody stupid if we'd come' this far and then had to admit we didn't have a credible operative. But it's still very dangerous,' Thorson said.

Surtees gestured to Bishop that he should take the chair Carol had recently vacated. He sat, pinching the creases in his trousers between finger and thumb to free them from his knees.

'She's been in dangerous places before. Let's not forget the Jacko Vance business,' Morgan reminded Thorson, his jaw jutting stubbornly.

'Colleagues, Commander Bishop is here,' Surtees said forcibly.

Paul Bishop cleared his throat. 'Since you've brought it up ... If I could just say something about the Vance operation?'

Morgan nodded. 'Sorry, Commander, I didn't mean to be so rude. Tell us what you remember. That's why we asked you to come along.'

Bishop inclined his handsome head gracefully. 'When an operation is perceived as having reached a successful conclusion, it's easy to sweep under the carpet all the things that went wrong. But by any objective analysis, the pursuit and ultimate capture of Jacko Vance was a policing nightmare. I would have to characterize it as a renegade action. Frankly, it made the Dirty Dozen look like a well-disciplined fighting unit. It was unauthorized, it ran roughshod over police hierarchies, it crossed force boundaries with cavalier lack of respect, and it's nothing short of a miracle that we managed to salvage such a favourable outcome. If Carol Jordan had been one of my officers, she would have faced an internal inquiry and I have no doubt that she would have been demoted. I've never understood why John Brandon failed to discipline her.' He leaned back in his chair, his heart warmed by the soft glow of righteous revenge. Jordan and her bunch of vigilantes had cost him dear, and this was the first real chance he'd had for payback. It was a pleasure.

But to his surprise, the interview panel seemed singularly unimpressed. Morgan was actually smiling. 'You're saying that, when she's in a tight corner, Jordan cuts through the crap and does her own thing? That she doesn't have a problem showing initiative and dealing with the unexpected?'

Bishop frowned slightly. 'That's not quite how I would have put it. More that she seems to think the rules don't necessarily apply to her.'

'Did her actions endanger either herself or her fellow officers?' Thorson asked.

Bishop shrugged elegantly. 'It's hard to say. To be honest, the officers involved were less than candid about some aspects of their investigation.'

Surtees, the third member of the panel, looked up, his pale face almost luminous in the fading afternoon light. 'If I may summarize? Just to check we're on the right track here? Vance hid behind the facade of his public celebrity as a television personality to murder at least eight teenage girls. His activities went entirely unsuspected by the authorities until a classroom exercise by the National Offender Profiling Tasl^ Force threw up a puzzling cluster of possibly connected cases J And still no one outside the group took the case seriously even after one of their number was savagely killed. I'm righj in saying that DCI Jordan had no involvement in the case until after Vance killed outside his target group? Until it wa^j clear that unless some action was taken to stop him, he would almost certainly kill again?' '

Bishop looked slightly uncomfortable. 'That's one way of putting it. But by the time she came on board, West Yorkshire were already investigating that case. They were taking appropriate measures and conducting a proper inquiry. If Jordan had wanted to make a contribution, that would have been the correct channel to go through.',

Morgan smiled again. 'But it was Jordan and her motley' crew that got the result,' he said mildly. 'Do you think Jordan displayed strength of character in the way she acted in the Jacko Vance investigation?'

Bishop raised his eyebrows. 'There's no doubt that she was stubborn.'

'Tenacious,' Morgan said.

'I suppose.'

'And courageous?' Thorson interjected.

'I'm not sure whether I'd characterize it as courage or bloodymindedness,' Bishop said. 'Look, why exactly have you, asked me here? This isn't normal procedure for appointing an NCIS officer, even at senior rank.'

Morgan said nothing. He studied his pencil on its rotating journey. Bishop hadn't asked why he was here when he thought: there was an opportunity for putting the shaft in on Jordan. It was only when he realized that he was talking to people who didn't share his managerial view that he'd pushed for an answer. In Morgan's book, that meant he didn't deserve one. Surtees bridged the gap. 'We're considering DCI Jordan or a very demanding role in a key operation. It's highly confiential, so you'll understand why we're not able to provide ou with details. But what you have told us has been very .elpful.'

It was a dismissal. He couldn't believe he'd been dragged cross London for this. Bishop got to his feet. 'If that's all ?'

'Do her junior officers like her?' Thorson caught him on he back foot.

'Like her?' Bishop seemed genuinely puzzled.

'Would you say she has charm? Charisma?' she persisted.

'I couldn't say from personal experience. But she certainly had my officers on the profiling task force eating out of her feiand. They followed where she led them.' Now the edge of [bitterness was impossible to disguise. 'Whatever feminine wiles she used, it was enough to get them to forget their training, forget their loyalties and chase off all over the country at her bidding.'

'Thank you, Commander. You've been very helpful,' Surtees said. The panel sat in silence while Bishop left the room.

Morgan shook his head, grinning. 'She really got under his skin, didn't she?'

'But we learned what we needed to know. She's got guts, she shows initiative and she can charm the birds off the trees.' Surtees was scribbling notes on his pad. 'And she's not afraid to confront danger head-on.'

'But nothing like this. We'd have to cover her back in ways we've never considered before. For example, she couldn't be wired. We couldn't risk that. So any product is going to be compromised for lack of corroboration,' Thorson objected.

Surtees shrugged. 'She has an eidetic memory for aural stimulus. It's in the notes. She's been independently tested.

Anything she s heard, she can recall verbatim. Her reports probably going to be even more accurate than the mufflcrap we get from half the surveillances we mount'

Morgan smiled triumphantly. 'Like I said, she's per The target won't be able to resist.'

Thorson pursed her lips. 'For all our sakes, I hope not I before we make a final decision, I want to see her in actij

The two men looked at each other. Morgan noddc Agreed. Let s see how she performs under pressure.'

The sun was slanting at an awkward angle as Tony Hill drove up the long hill out of St Andrews. He pulled the sun visor down and glanced in the rear-view mirror. Behind him, the reen of the Tentsmuir Forest contrasted with the blue sparkle of the Firth of Tay and the North Sea beyond it. He glimpsed ic jagged grey skyline of the town, ruins cheek by jowl with imposing nineteenth-century architecture, each indistinguishable from the other at this distance. It had become a familiar sight over the past eighteen months since he'd taken up his post as Reader in Behavioural Psychology at the university, but he still enjoyed the tranquillity of the view. Distance lent enchantment, turning the skeletons of St Regulus Tower and the cathedral into gothic Disney fantasies. Best of all, from a distance he didn't have to deal with colleagues or students. Although his professor had acted as if acquiring someone with his reputation had been a major enhancement of their Departmental prospectus, Tony wasn't sure he'd lived up to expectations. He'd always known he wasn't really suited to the academic life. He was bad at politics, and lecturing still left him sweaty-palmed and panicky. But at the time he'd been offered the job, it had seemed a better option than continuing with work he no longer felt fit for. He'd started t as a clinical psychologist, working at the sharp end in a secure mental hospital, dealing with serial offenders. When the Home Office had started taking an interest in the ei tiveness of offender profiling in police investigations, been one of the obvious candidates to run the feasibility sti It had helped his reputation almost as much as it . damaged his psyche that in the course of the study, he'd b directly caught up in the capture of a psychopathic killer had been targeting young men. In the process, his own vuli abilities had come close to destroying him. The degree of involvement still gave him screaming nightmares from wl he woke drenched in sweat, his body racked with echoe past pain.

When the profiling task force was set up according to recommendations he'd made, he'd been the inevitable chc to take charge of training a hand-picked team of young pol officers in psychological profiling techniques. It should h been a straightforward assignment, but it had turned into excursion into hell for Tony and his charges. For a seccj time, he had been forced to confound the rules that said should be an arm's-length role. For a second time, he I ended up with blood on his hands. And the absolute certai that he didn't want to have to do any of it ever again.

His participation in the shadow world of offender profil had cost him more than he cared to tot up. Two years la and he was still never free of the past. Every day, when went through the motions of a professional life he didn't re; believe in, he couldn't help thinking of what he had wall away from. He'd been good at it, he knew. But in the e that hadn't been enough.

Impatient with himself, he ejected the Philip Glass casse Music gave him too much space for idle speculation. Wo that's what he needed to divert him from his pointless inl version. He listened to the tail end of a discussion about emergence of new viruses in sub-Saharan Africa, his eyes the road that wound through the picturesque scenery of the East Neuk. As he turned off towards the fishing village of Cellardyke, the familiar pips announced the four o'clock news.

The comforting voice of the newsreader began the bulletin. The convicted serial killer and former TV chat show host Jacko Vance has begun his appeal against conviction. Vance, who once held the British record for the javelin, was given a life sentence at his trial eighteen months ago for the murder of a police officer. The appeal is expected to last for two days.

'Police appealed for calm in Northern Ireland tonight...' The words continued, but Tony wasn't listening any longer. One last hurdle and then it would finally be over. One more anxiety would, he hoped fervently, be laid to rest. Intellectually, he knew there was no chance of Vance's appeal succeeding. But while it was pending, there would always be that niggle of uncertainty. He'd helped put Vance away, but the arrogant killer had always maintained he would find a loophole that would set him free. Tony hoped the road to freedom was only a figment of Vance's imagination.

As the car wound down the hill towards the seafront cottage Tony had bought a year ago, he wondered if Carol knew about the appeal. He'd e-mail her tonight to make sure. Thank God for electronic communication. It avoided so many of the occasions for awkwardness that seemed to occur when they were face to face, or even talking on the phone. He was conscious of having failed Carol, and, in the process, himself. She was never far from his thoughts, but to tell her that would have been a kind of betrayal he couldn't bring himself to Perform.

Tony pulled up in the narrow street outside his cottage, parking the car half on the kerb. There was a light on in the living room. Once, such a sight would have set the cold hand of fear clutching his heart. But his world had changed in mo^ ways than he could ever have dreamed of. Now, he want everything to stay the same; clear, manageable, boxed off. It wasn't perfect, not by a long way. But it was better tha bearable. And for Tony, better than bearable was as good it had ever been.

The throb of the engines soothed him, as it always had. Ba things had never happened to him on the water. For as lor as he could remember, boats had protected him. There wei rules of life on board, rules that had always been clear an simple, rules that existed for good and logical reasons. Bu even when he'd been too young to understand, when he'< inadvertently done things he shouldn't have, the punishmen had never descended on him until they went ashore. He^ known it was coming, but he had always managed to hoi the fear at bay while the engines rumbled and the mingle smells of men's unwashed bodies, stale cooking fat and dies fumes filled his nostrils.

The pain had only ever been visited on him when they 1? their life on the water behind and returned to the stinl apartment by the fish docks in Hamburg where his granc ther demonstrated the power he held over the young boy his care. While he was still staggering to recover his land k the punishments would begin.

Even now when he thought about it, the air in his lun? seemed to condense. His skin felt as if it were writhing owe his flesh. For years, he'd tried not to think about it becaus< it made him feel so fractured, so fragile. But slowly he ha<j come to understand that this was no escape. It was merely & postponement. So now he made himself remember, almosl treasuring the terrible physical sensations because they pto\ he was strong enough to defeat his past.

Small transgressions had meant he would be forced to crouch in a corner of the kitchen while his grandfather fried up a hash of sausage, onions and potatoes on the stove. It smelled better than anything the cook on the barge ever served up on the boat. He never knew if it tasted better, because when the time came to eat, he would have to wait in his corner and watch while his grandfather tucked into a steaming plate of fried food. Drenched in the appetizing aroma, his stomach would clench with hunger, his mouth become a reservoir of eager saliva.

The old man would gorge his meal like a hunting dog home in his kennel, his eyes sliding over to the boy in the corner with a contemptuous glare. When he finished, he would wipe his plate clean with a hunk of rye bread. Then he'd take out his bargee's clasp knife and cut more bread into chunks. He'd take a can of dog food from the cupboard and tip it into a bowl, mixing the bread into the meat. Then he'd put the bowl in front of the boy. 'You're the son of a bitch. This is what you deserve until you start to learn how to behave like a man. I've had dogs that learned faster than you. I am your master, and you live your life as I tell you.'

Shaking with anxiety, the boy would have to get down on all fours and eat the food without touching it with his hands. He'd learned that the hard way too. Every time his hands came off the floor and moved towards dish or food, his grandfather would plant a steel-capped boot in his ribs. That was one lesson he'd taken to heart very quickly.

If his misdemeanours had been minor, he might be allowed to sleep on the camp bed in the hall between his grandfather's bedroom and the squalid cold-water bathroom. But if he'd been judged unworthy of such luxury, he'd have to sleep on the kitchen floor on a filthy blanket that still smelled the last dog his grandfather had owned, a bull terrier who'd

suffered from incontinence for the last few days of its li^ Cowering in a ball, he'd often been too scared to sleep, demons of bewilderment keeping him edgy and uneasy.

If his unintentional sins had been on a more serious seal still, he would dc made to spend the night standing in a con* of his grandfather's bedroom, with the glare of a 150wa bulb directed into his face in a narrow beam. The light th leaked into the room didn't seem to bother his grandfathe who snored like a pig through the night. But if the boy sanj exhausted to his knees or slumped in standing sleep againji the wall, some sixth sense always woke the old man. Afta that had happened a couple of times, the boy had learned tj force himself to stay awake. Anything to avoid a repetition that excruciating pain in his groin.

If he had been judged as wantonly wicked, some childisl game a contravention of protocol that he should have instincj lively understood, then he'd face an even worse punishment He would be sent to stand in the toilet bowl. Naked and shi^ ering, he'd struggle to find a position that didn't send shooting cramps up his legs. His grandfather would walk intl the bathroom as if the boy were invisible, unbutton hij trousers and empty his bladder in a stinking hot stream owe his legs. He'd shake himself, then turn and walk out, neve: flushing after himself. The boy would have to balance himself j one foot in the bottom of the pan, soaking in the mixturej of water and urine, the other bracing on the sloping side o| the porcelain.

The first time it had happened, he had wanted to vomit He didn't think it could get any worse than this. But it did of course. The next time his grandfather had come in, he'c dropped his trousers and sat down to empty his bowels. The boy was trapped, the edge of the seat cutting into the soft swell of his calves, his back pressed against the chill wall olj the bathroom, his grandfather's warm buttocks alien against his shins. The thin, acrid smell rose from the gaps between their flesh, making him gag. But still his grandfather behaved as if he were nothing more substantial than a phantom. He finished, wiped himself and walked out, leaving the boy to wallow in his sewage. The message was loud and clear. He was worthless.

In the morning, his grandfather would walk into the bathroom, run a tub of cold water, and, still ignoring the boy, he'd finally flush the toilet. Then, as if seeing his grandson for the first time, he would order him to clean his filthy flesh, picking him up bodily and throwing him into the bath.

It was no wonder that as soon as he'd been able to count, he'd measured off the hours until they returned to the barge. They were never ashore for more than three days, but when his grandfather was displeased with him, it could feel like three separate lifetimes of humiliation, discomfort and misery. Yet he never complained to any of the crewmen. He never realized there was anything to complain about. Isolated from other lives, he had no option but to believe that this was how everyone lived.

The understanding that his was not the only truth had come slowly. But when it came, it arrived with the force of a tidal wave, leaving him with a formless craving that hungered for satisfaction.

Only on the water did he ever feel calm. Here, he was in command, both of himself and the world around him. But it wasn't enough. He knew there was more, and he wanted more. Before he could take his place in the world, he knew he had to escape the pall that his past threw over every single day. Other people seemed to manage happiness without trying. For most of his life, all he had known was the tight clamp of fear shutting out any other possibilities. Even when there was nothing concrete to cause trepidation, the fain flutter of anxiety was never far away.

Slowly, he was learning how to change that. He had as mission now He didn't know how long it would take him to! complete. He wasn't even sure how he would know he had 1 completed it, except that he would probably be able to think * about his childhood without shuddering like an overstrained engine block. But what he was doing was necessary, and it ' was possible. He had taken the first step on the journey. An already he felt better for it.

Now, as the boat ploughed up the Rhine towards the Dutch! border, it was time to firm up the plans for the second stage 1 Alone in the cockpit, he reached for his cellphone and dialled a number in Leiden. *

Carol looked at the three interviewers in blank incomprehension. 'You want me to do a role-play for you?' she said, trying not to sound as incredulous as she felt.

Morgan tugged the lobe of his ear. 'I know it seems a little... unusual.'

Carol couldn't stop her eyebrows rising. 'I was under the impression that I was being interviewed for the job I applied for. Europol Liaison Officer with NCIS. Now, I'm not sure what's going on.'

Thorson nodded understandingly. 'I appreciate your confusion, Carol. But we need to evaluate your undercover capabilities.'

Morgan interrupted her. 'We have an ongoing intelligence gathering operation that crosses European frontiers. We believe you have a unique contribution to make to that operation. But we need to be sure that you have what it takes to carry it through. That you can walk in someone else's shoes without tripping yourself up.'

Carol frowned. 'I'm sorry, sir, but that doesn't sound much like an ELO's job to me. I thought my role would be essentially analytical, not operational.'

Morgan glanced at Surtees, who nodded and picked up the conversational baton. 'Carol, there is no doubt in this room that you will make a terrific ELO. But in the process of dealing with your application, it's become clear to all of us that there is something very specific that you and you alone can provide in the context of this single, complex operation, i For that reason, we would like you to consider undertaking * a day-long undercover role-play so we can observe your reactions under pressure. Whatever the outcome of that, I can promise that it will not adversely affect our decision about your fitness to join NCIS as an ELO.'

Carol swiftly processed what Surtees had said. It sounded j to her as if they were saying the job was hers regardless. They 1 were telling her she had nothing to lose by playing along with I their eccentric suggestion. 'What exactly are you asking me to do?' she said, her face guarded, her voice neutral.

Thorson took the lead. 'Tomorrow, you will receive a full brief on the role you are to assume. On the appointed day, you will go where you've been told and do your best to achieve the goals set out in your brief. You must remain in character from the moment you leave home until one of us tells you the role-play is over. Is that clear?'

'Will I have to deal with members of the public, or will it just be other officers?' Carol asked.

Morgan's ruddy face broke into a grin. 'I'm sorry, we can't tell you any more right now. You'll get your brief in the morning. And as of now, you're on leave. We've cleared that with your management team. You'll need that time to do some research and prepare yourself for your role. Any more questions?'

Carol fixed him with the cool grey stare that had worked so often in police interview rooms. 'Did I get the job?'

Morgan smiled. 'You got a job, DCI Jordan. It may not be the one you expected, but I think it's fair to say you're not going to be a Met officer for very much longer.'

Driving back to her Barbican flat, Carol was barely conscious of the traffic that flowed around her. Although she liked to think that, professionally, she always expected the unexpected, the course of the afternoon's proceedings had caught her completely unawares. First, the appearance out of the blue of Paul Bishop. Then the bizarre turn the interview had taken. ror

Somewhere around the elevated section of the Westway, Carol's bewilderment started to develop an edge of irritation. Something stank. An ELO's job wasn't operational. It was analytical. It wasn't a field job; she'd be flying a desk, sifting and sorting intelligence from a wide variety of sources across the European Union. Organized crime, drugs, the smuggling of illegal immigrants, that's what she'd be focusing on. An ELO was the person with the computer skills and the investigative nous to make connections, to filter out the background noise and come up with the clearest possible map of criminal activity that could have an impact on the UK. The nearest an ELO should ever come to primary sources was to cultivate officers from other countries, to build the kind of contacts that ensured the information that made it through to her was both accurate and comprehensive.

So why did they want her to do something she'd never done before? They must have known from her file that she'd never worked undercover, not even when she was a junior detective. There was nothing in her background to indicate she'd have any aptitude for taking on someone else's life.

In the stop-start traffic of the Marylebone Road, it dawned on her that this was what troubled her most. She didn't know whether she could do this. And if there was one thing Carol hated even more than being blindsided, it was the thought of failure.

If she was going to beat this challenge, she was going to have to do some serious research. And she was going to have to do it fast.

Frances was chopping vegetables when Tony walked in, Radio 4 voices laving down their authoritative counterpoint to the sound of the knife on the wooden board. He paused on the threshold to appreciate something so ordinary, so^J comfortable, so relatively unfamiliar in his life as a woman preparing dinner in his kitchen. Frances Mackay, thirty seven, a teacher of French and Spanish at the high school in St Andrews. The blue-black hair, sapphire blue eyes and pale skin of a particular Hebridean genetic strain, the trim figure of a golfer, the sharp, sly humour of a cynic. They'd met when he'd joined the local bridge club. Tony hadn't | played since he'd been an undergraduate, but it was something he knew he could pick up again, an accessible part of his past that would allow him to build another course of brickwork in his perpetual facade; what, in his own mind, he called passing for human.

Her playing partner had moved to a new job in Aberdeen and, like him, she needed someone regular with whom she could construct a bidding understanding. Right from the start, they'd been in tune across the green baize. Bridge parties had followed, away from the club, then an invitation to dinner to plan some refinements to their system before a tournament. Within weeks, they'd visited the Byre Theatre, eaten pub lunches all along the East Neuk, walked the West Sands under the whip of a north-east wind. He was fond, but not in love, and that was what had made the next step possible. The physiological cure for the impotence that had plagued most of his adult life had been at hand for some time. Tony had resisted the pull of Viagra, reluctant to use a pharmacological remedy for a psychological problem. But if he was serious about making a new life, then there was no logical reason to hang on to the shibboleths of the old. So he'd taken the tablets.

The very fact of being able to get into bed with a woman and not have the dismal spectre of failure climb in alongside was novel. Freed from the worst of his anxiety, he'd escaped the tentative awkwardness he'd always experienced during foreplay, already dreading the fiasco to come. He'd felt self-assured, able to ask what she needed and confident that he could provide. She certainly seemed to have enjoyed it, enough to demand more. And he'd understood for the first time the macho pride of the strutting male who has satisfied his woman.

And yet, and yet. In spite of the physical delight, he couldn't shake off the knowledge that his solution was cosmetic rather than remedial. He hadn't even treated the symptoms; he'd simply disguised them. All he'd done was find a new and better mask to cover his human inadequacy.

It might have been different if sex with Frances had been charged with an emotional resonance. But love was for other people. Love was for people who had something to offer in return, something more than damage and need. He'd schooled himself not to consider love an option. No point in yearning for the impossible. The grammar of love was a language beyond him, and no amount of pining would ever change that. So he buried his angst along with his functional impotence and found a kind of peace with Frances.

He'd even learned to take it for granted. Moments like this, where he stood back and analysed the situation, had become increasingly rare in the circumspect life they had built together. He was, he thought, like a toddler taking his first clumsy steps. Initially, it required enormous concentration and carried its own burden of bruises and unexpected knocks.

But gradually the body forgets that each time it steps forward successfully it is an aborted tumble. It becomes possible to walk without considering it a small miracle.

So it was in his relationship with Frances. She had kept her own modern semi-detached house on the outskirts of St Andrews. Most weeks, they would spend a couple of nights at her place, a couple of nights at his and the remainder apart. It was a rhythm that suited them both in a life with remarkably little friction. When he thought about it, he considered that calm was probably a direct result of the absence of the sort of passion that burns as consuming as it does fierce.

Now, she looked up from the peppers her small hands were neatly dicing. 'Had a good day?' she asked.

He shrugged, moving across the room and giving her a friendly hug. 'Not bad. You?'

She pulled a face. 'It's always horrible at this time of year. Spring sets their teenage hormones raging and the prospect of exams fills the air with the smell of neurosis. It's like trying to teach a barrel of broody monkeys. I made the mistake of setting my Higher Spanish class an essay on "My Perfect | Sunday". Half the girls turned in the sort of soppy romantic fiction that makes Barbara Cartland sound hard-boiled. And the lads all wrote about football.'

Tony laughed. 'It's a miracle the species ever manages to ?reproduce, given how little teenagers have in common with the opposite sex.'

'I don't know who was more intent on counting the minutes till the bell at the end of the last period, them or me. I sometimes think this is no way for an intelligent adult to earn a living. You knock your pan in trying to open up the wonders of a foreign language to them, then someone translates coup de grfae as a lawnmower.'

'You're making that up,' he said, picking up half a mushroom and chewing it.

'I wish I was. By the way, the phone rang just as I came in, but I had a couple of bags of shopping so I let the machine pick it up.