Reading - the best state yet to keep absolute loneliness at bay.

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Chapter 7
can't remember when I had more fun," Jody laughed as she unlocked the door to her motel room. "But, oh, man, that roller coaster is a demon! I thought I was going to pass out."
"That's why they call it the Jersey Devil," Jeremy closed the door behind them.
"Oh, but the worst was the Serpent! Who ever dreamed up that ride should be tortured unmercifully!"
"I could tell you hated it," he grabbed her by the arm and pulled her to him. "That's why you had to go on it four times."
Jody's face was still flushed from that last roller coaster ride, her eyes still sparkling from the excitement of that last downhill spiral, her lips still touched with the last bit of pale pink cotton candy. Jeremy could not resist the urge to remove that trace of spun sugar from the corner or her mouth. He licked at it with his tongue, until she turned her head just slightly and parted her lips to meet his tongue with her own and to invite him to taste deeper and deeper.
Jody's arms had found their way to his chest, then to his shoulders, then to the sides of his face. His hands slid down her body, then back again, sending warming waves of keen sensation to ripple through her. Everywhere
Jeremy touched her, she seemed to melt, skin and bones. When his mouth moved to her throat and traced a hot sweet line to her shoulder, the warmth shot straight to her belly and lower. She drew his mouth back to her own and drank him in. Jeremy's hands sought and found the soft swells of her breasts and grazed them once, twice, three times, each successive passing lingering a little longer to tantalize her eager flesh. She took one slow step backwards, then another, then another, until she felt the edge of the bed behind her. His hands slid down to her hips, drawing her body tightly against his own, his mouth possessing hers.
"Jody…" he whispered into her neck. "Jody…" "Don't stop, Jeremy." She pulled him onto the bed with her. "Please don't even think about stopping…" In a heartbeat, he was everywhere, his mouth was everywhere, his hands were everywhere, and Jody was lost on a turbulent sea that spun her around and around and turned her inside out. She shed her clothes, item by item, and Jeremy hungrily devoured every inch of newly exposed flesh. Every bit of her ached with wanting him, every fiber of her body craved him. A soft moan escaped her lips, and she arched her back, demanding yet still more of him, more of the hot sweet rhythm that spurred her on. When his mouth found her breasts, she all but screamed. When finally, he slid inside her, she took him in eagerly. When he began to rock inside her, she urged him on impatiently. And when he had shattered inside her, she wanted him all over again. Jeremy, being a gentleman, did not make her wait.
The alarm on Jeremy's watch went off at four-thirty. A sleepy hand slapped at the top of the bedside table, seeking the source of the irritating sound.
"What time is it?" Jody muttered, her eyes still closed.
"Four-thirty," he told her.
"Didn't we just go to sleep?" She grumbled.
"About an hour and a half ago," Jeremy laughed.
A few minutes later, she asked, "Why?"
"Why what?" His hand stroked her arm gently.
"Why did the alarm go off at four-thirty?" She snuggled into his arms, completely at home there.
"Because I have to run back to my room and change my clothes, then get myself to the marina before five. I have a date with Captain Helmet." He kissed the tip of her ear. "It isn't too late, you know. You can still come with us."
"Captain Helmet," she muttered. "Oh. The deep-sea thing. No, no, thank you. I'll just relax on the beach while you and Ahab chase the giant white tuna or whatever's running this week."
He passed a loving hand over her thigh as he swung his legs over the side of the bed.
"I should be back by early this afternoon," he told her as he stood up and stretched.
"If you catch fish, what will you do with them?" She sat up and opened her eyes. "Keep them in ice in the bathroom sink?"
"Helmet will have your catch cleaned, frozen, and packed in ice when you're ready to go home. That's part of his service."
"That Helmet thinks of everything." She flopped back on the pillow, her hand reaching out to the warm spot next to her where he had been.
In the dark he pulled on his jeans, and in the faint light from the balcony she could see him sliding on the shirt he'd worn the night before.
"Be careful," she said softly. "Don't fall overboard."
"Not a chance." He leaned down and kissed her solidly. "I'm just beginning to really enjoy this vacation."
"Me too."
"Good." He kissed her again. "I'll see you later."
When Jody awoke several hours later, she was humming. She rolled over, a smile on her face, and ran her hand across the pillow where Jeremy had laid his head. The smile widened as she thought back to the night before.
Endless kisses, endless pleasure, endless joy.
Had that really been her, Jody Beckett, behaving in so mindlessly wanton a fashion, doing things she'd once blushed to merely read about? What in the world had come over her?
Jeremy.
Sweet, gentle Jeremy, who had made love as much with his heart as with his body.
Passionate, sexy Jeremy, whose inventiveness and exuberance had kept her up almost all night.
Jeremy, who had stunned her with the intensity of his ardor, captivated her with the depth of his tenderness.
And it had all been so right, so natural.
Well, she grinned as she sat up and stretched her arms over her head, she'd wanted to be swept off her feet, and she had been. Completely. Miraculously.
She glanced back at the dock. Nine-thirty. Jeremy said he expected to be back from his fishing trip by early afternoon. She'd have a leisurely breakfast by the pool, then soak up some sun until he returned. Still humming, she went into the bathroom, wondering if tonight—if any other night—could possibly be as wonderful as last night had been.
The water in the pool had been warmed by a blazing sun until it felt more like bath water, but still, it was wet and much closer than the ocean that lay at the other side of the burning sand. Jody took her second dip of the morning in a futile attempt to cool off, then returned to her lounge to lie on her stomach and read her book. The big clock on the wall that surrounded the pool had told her it was now eleven. Jeremy wouldn't be back for a few more hours.
The next time Jody looked up from her book, the clock said noon. She grabbed a yogurt and a fruit salad from the poolside vendor and tried to resume reading, but the midday heat was stifling. She set the book aside, then walked into the pool again, where she floated aimlessly on her back, her face to the scorching sun. She ducked her head under water several times to cool off a little before she got out of the water and flopped back on her lounge. It wasn't yet one o'clock. She closed her eyes and, lulled by the sun, fell into a deep sleep. Jeremy would wake her when he got back. Which should be soon…
"Hey! Sleepy-head!" The voice seemed to float freely through her dream.
"Jody, wake up."
She opened her eyes to see Jeremy leaning over her.
"Oh." She smiled and stretched languidly. "You're back. Did you catch anything?"
"Big tuna," he grinned and moved her legs to one side of the lounge to make room to sit beside her. "Lots of big tuna. It was an incredible day, Jody. The tuna were running like I've never seen them run before. That's why we're so late coming back in. No one wanted to leave. Helmet said they should all be cleaned and ready to be picked up by tomorrow. I'm thinking we'll ask the chef at the restaurant here"—he gestured to the motel—"if he can bake a piece of it for us tomorrow night. Then maybe we'll take the rest back to the inn. We can share it with Laura and her guests. What do you think? Helmet says I should have about a hundred and twenty pounds after it's cleaned and cut up."
"I think it sounds wonderful." She raised a hand to shield her eyes from the sun. "I just happen to have an incredible recipe for tuna."
"Somehow, I knew you would." Jeremy leaned forward to kiss her. "Now, what would you like to do for dinner tonight?"
"Whatever," she took his hand in hers. "Whatever you want to do. We have hours to decide."
"Not so many hours," he told her. "It's almost five."
"Five!" She shot up to a sitting position. "How could it be five?"
"Now, don't tell me that you lazed the day away," he teased.
"I must have slept all afternoon," she said, a touch of confusion in her voice.
"Well, then, you must have needed the sleep." He leaned down and kissed her again. "And my guess is that you'll be up late again tonight, so it's a good thing that you got lots of rest today."
"What about you?" She draped a lazy arm around his neck.
"I'm used to keeping erratic hours in my work, so it doesn't bother me so much. But I think I will go back to my room, take a cat nap and get a quick shower. How 'bout if we plan on six-thirty, seven, for dinner? One of the other guys on the boat today was telling me about a great seafood place a few blocks into town."
"Sounds great. That will give us lots of time to walk off our dinner afterward and maybe still sneak in a roller coaster ride later on."
"Nah, tonight we're taking on Nessie." His eyes twinkled with mischief.
"What's Nessie?"
"A brand-new, state-of-the-art, guaranteed-to-terrify new ride down in Ocean City. I thought maybe we'd take a ride down after dinner and check out their boardwalk."
"I haven't been to Ocean City in a million years. But wait." She grabbed his arm. "Is Nessie one of those rides where you stand up and get strapped into a harness—"
"Yup." He leaned forward and kissed her mouth. "Upside down and backwards."
Jody collapsed back onto the cushion and groaned.
"We'll save Nessie for the end of the night," he laughed, "and you'll have the drive back to the motel to recover."
"I don't think that the human body was intended to hang upside down and spin around at a high rate of speed, Jeremy. At least, I don't think that mine was."
He laughed again and kissed the end of her nose, then stood up to leave. He seemed to stare at her for a long moment, then removed his sunglasses and appeared to take a second look.
"Jody, how long have you been out in the sun today?"
"Since about ten or so."
"Did you use sunscreen?"
"Yes. I put it on before I even came out. Why?"
"How many times during the day did you reapply it?" He leaned closer and touched a finger to her leg.
"I don't know." She shook her head, trying to remember. She had reapplied it after coming out of the pool, hadn't she?
"You look really red, Jody."
She looked down at her chest. She could see white under the top of her bikini, but she had been in the sun every day for the past few days.
"I had a mild sunburn from yesterday," she told him, not particularly alarmed. "I think I'll just take one quick dip in the pool, then I'll go in and clean up for dinner."
"I'll stop by your room in an hour or so."
"Great. I'll see you then."
Jody watched him walk across the concrete patio that surrounded the pool and sighed. Jeremy looked great from absolutely every angle.
She dove into the deep end of the almost deserted pool and surfaced halfway down the length of it. The water felt cooler now, and she floated, drifting for a few long moments, then hoisted herself out of the pool, pondering what she'd wear that night.
Rousing herself from the water, she towel-dried her legs, noticing for the first time that her skin had taken on an ominously deep shade of pink. How many times during the day had she put on sunscreen?
She reached in her beach bag, searching for the sunscreen. Suddenly she recalled lathering herself with the white cream while she was in the bathroom earlier that morning. In her mind's eye, she clearly saw the tall brown bottle resting on the side of the bathroom sink, right where she'd left it.
Jody stuffed her belongings back into the bag, then followed the patterned carpeting from the poolside lobby to her room, mentally berating herself for being so careless.
I hadn't expected to be out there for so long, and I hadn't intended on falling asleep, she reminded herself as she went into the bathroom to hang up the wet towels. I thought Jeremy would be back earlier…
The sight of her own face and body in the mirror made her head swivel around in surprise. Was her skin really that red? Or was the skin that had been covered by the bikini really that white? She leaned closer, not believing her eyes. Could she have gotten that much sun today?
Maybe on her way back from dinner she'd stop at the drugstore and pick up something for sunburn. She hummed as she showered, hummed as she washed her hair. The humming stopped when her skin seemed to tighten as she began to towel-dry it.
Every fiber of cotton seemed to abrade, as if the towel were made of sandpaper, and she finished drying by patting the towel on her skin. She didn't panic until she looked back into the mirror and saw just how red she was.
Lobster red. Crayon red. Fire engine red.
I must have something with me, she muttered, rummaging in her suitcase for something, body cream, lotion… something that might help.
Jody found a jar of skin-care lotion and soothed a wide white swath onto her arms, but it only seemed to make the skin feel more taut.
Swell, she muttered as she blow-dried her hair. When she finished, she turned her back to the mirror and looked over her shoulder, trying to gauge how badly she was burned on the flip side. Had she even applied sunscreen to her back?
Jody winced as she drew her bra straps over her shoulders. The thin satin straps lay like rough burlap on her tender skin. She ignored the discomfort as she pulled a white top over the bra, then slipped on a short skirt. It took only about thirty seconds for Jody to recognize the truth of the situation. The skirt tightened like a vise around her waist, the pressure more than she could stand. She took off the skirt, the shirt, and the bra, and tossed them on the bed in disgust.!!!Well, this is a nice kettle offish, she mumbled, standing in the middle of the room in her panties. How can I go out to dinner if I can't put any clothes on?
Her eyes drifted back to the closet inside the motel room door to where the red silk number was pinned to its hanger.
With a sigh, she slipped it off the hooks and over her head. It skimmed her skin like a whisper. And a short-sleeved shirt would provide a little cover, hiding the obvious fact that she was wearing very little under the dress. She slipped her feet into high heels and groaned. Between the still-sore gash on her right foot and her sunburned soles, her feet hadn't fared much better than the rest of her.
Here she had little choice. She had her heels, her running shoes, and her flip-flops. The heels it would have to be. Jeremy said the restaurant was just a few blocks away. She should be fine. And if her feet hurt when she got there, she could slip her shoes off and no one would be the wiser.
Jeremy did a triple take when Jody answered the door. The red silk dress was soft and alluring, feminine yet sexy.
It was also the same color as her face. And her arms. And every other inch of skin that wasn't covered.
They stopped at the corner across from the motel, waiting for the light to turn green so that they could cross. Jeremy's eyes narrowed and he leaned forward. Were those blisters on her nose?
Jody, meanwhile, was trying to ignore the fact that her skin felt like glowing embers and her lips felt as if they were beginning to swell. Inside the high heels, her feet protested every step.
"Jody, that burn looks really painful."
"It is." She bit her bottom lip.
"Did you put something on it?" He touched her arm and she flinched.
"I didn't have anything in my room. I didn't expect to be stupid enough to have something like this happen. I thought we'd stop at the drugstore on the way back and pick up something for sunburn. I'll bet they see lots of sunburn down here."
"Are you sure you want to go out to dinner?" he asked.
Jody nodded. "I'll be fine."
She hoped she'd be fine. She would be fine. She'd waited a life time for a man like Jeremy. She'd have to be fine.
There would be a twenty-five-minute wait for a table, they were told when they entered the restaurant.
"Want to wait at the bar?" Jeremy asked. "It looks as if there are a few stools left there on the end."
"Sure." Jody took Jeremy's hand, and leaned heavily on it as he helped her onto the tall, high-backed bar stool.
Jody leaned against the hard wooden back, then shot forward with a lurch.
"Jody, are you sure you're all right?"
"My back is a little sensitive, that's all." And the soles of my feet are on fire, and my thighs are melting under my skirt. Other than that, I'm perfectly fine.
Jody bit her bottom lip, wondering if she'd be able to sit through an entire meal without spontaneously combusting. Unconsciously, she ran a knuckle across her chin.
Jeremy took her hand away and peered closer. "Jody," he told her, "your face is starting to blister."
"Damn, are you serious?"
He leaned closer still.
"I think your nose is blistering." He traced her lips with one gentle finger. "And it looks like your bottom lip is swelling."
She searched in her handbag for a mirror. Finding a compact, she opened it and found herself peering at a creature with lips as big as saucers and bubbling blisters rising up on her face like tiny volcanoes.
"Oh, no!" she cried. "Look at me! My whole face is starting to swell up!"
"Calm down, Jody, it isn't that—"
"I look like I've had a run-in with killer bees!" She held both hands in front of her face, as if to shield what she perceived as a hideous visage. "Jeremy, look at my lip. I look grotesque."
Jeremy tilted her face to the light. It wasn't his imagination. The blisters were getting larger. Visibly larger.
"Look, how about if we skip dinner, and well go find a drugstore right now and we'll get something to take the sting out."
"There's a pharmacy two blocks in that direction." She pointed in the opposite direction from the motel. "I saw it on Saturday."
"Okay, so well walk…" He paused. She was clearly on the verge of tears. "What?"
"I can't walk two blocks. I’ll be lucky to make it back to the motel," she told him miserably. "The soles of both my feet are burned."
"Okay, then, I'll go to the drugstore. You wait right here. I'll be right back." Jeremy signaled to the bartender. "Another dub soda—lots of ice, please."
He turned to Jody and said, "Keep sipping the soda and let the ice rest against your lips. It'll help a little."
She nodded and watched him disappear through the crowd around the front door.
Was this the worst luck in the world? She couldn't recall ever having had a sunburn this bad. It hurt to move. Her feet hurt unmercifully.
And here she was, with the most incredible man in the world. If he touched her tonight, she'd die of pain. If he didn't, she'd die of regret. She prayed he'd find something mighty potent at that drugstore, a wonder drug that could totally anesthetize only the nerves that controlled pain while leaving the pleasure center intact…
Within minutes, Jeremy was striding back into the bar, a plastic bag bearing the name of a chain drugstore swinging from his left hand.
"Aloe," he told her, holding up the bag. "How do you feel?"
"Like I stood too close to a volcano," she told him, adding, "and at the same time, I'm freezing from the air-conditioning."
Jeremy took off his jacket and slid it gently over her shoulders. "Is that better?"
"A little. Thank you." She shifted slightly in her seat. The movement left her slightly nauseated.
"Jody, do you want to leave?"
"I just don't feel very well all of a sudden. I'm sorry."
"Stomach queasy?"
She nodded.
"You might have sun poisoning. Let's get you back to the motel and take care of that burn."
"I can wait till you've eaten."
"No, I don't think you can."
"But, Jeremy—"
"No buts. Let's go." He offered her his hand to help her down from the stool, and she took it gratefully.
She picked her way slowly through the crowd on her screaming feet. Once outside, she removed her shoes and took the steps at a snail's pace.
"You look like you're having a hard time there. Feet really hurt, do they?"
She nodded her head.
"Here," Jeremy started to put his arms around her as if to lift her. "I'll carry you."
"No, don't pick me up." She backed away from him. "My sides, my back, my hips… anyplace that you would have to touch me to carry me is screaming right now. I think I can make it if I walk sort of on the sides of my feet."
"All right, then, let's get you back to your room and cover you in aloe."
The one-block walk back to the motel seemed endless.
"Jody," Jeremy said as he closed the door to her room behind them, "you're going to have to get out of that dress."
"Somehow, that sounded better last night," she tried to joke about her situation.
"And it will again in a few days," he kissed the side of her swollen mouth with great tenderness. "But right now, we have to take care of this burn."
"I'll put my bathing suit back on," she told him.
She ducked into the bathroom and closed the door, leaving Jeremy holding a bag of aloe gel. She emerged a few minutes later, the bikini covering the vital parts but little else.
Jeremy sighed. That sweet body he'd loved the night before—that perfect body that had seemed to fit his like a glove—was fried to a crisp.
"So," she said, clearing her throat nervously. She'd dreamed all day of having those skillful hands of his caressing her body again, but she'd been hoping for a more pleasurable experience than she was bound for this time around. "Should I just stand here and you can pour that stuff on my back?"
"No, I think you need to get a towel and spread it across the bed. Then you can lie on the towel, and I'll pour the aloe on. You're already blistering in places. I’ll just keep reapplying it."
Nodding without looking him in the eyes, Jody retrieved a bath towel from the bathroom and spread it on the bed, then painstakingly lowered herself onto it, face down.
Lord have mercy. This was Jeremy's best fantasy and worst nightmare.
So near, he sighed, yet so far.
"Maybe you should start with my shoulders."
Jeremy poured the cool gel into the palm of one hand and gently began to apply it to her shoulder blades.
"Sorry," he told her when she flinched.
"It's just that it's cold. Keep going."
He poured a little aloe directly onto each of her shoulders and smoothed it as kindly as he could down into the small of her back.
"How does that feel?" he asked.
"It's still cold, and my skin's still hot."
Jeremy spread a little over the tops of her hips and she groaned again.
"Want me to stop?"
"No."
He peered at her shoulders. The gel he'd applied had totally soaked into her skin. He reapplied the cooling substance over the entire area.
Jeremy dribbled a few drops of aloe across the backs of her legs, then gently began to rub it in. Jody moaned, and his mouth went dry. Torture. Sheer torture.
"Don't worry—the aloe should help a lot. My grandmother was a great believer in natural remedies. When we were little, it was aloe for sunburn, poison ivy, any skin abrasion, really."
"Who's we?"
His mouth went a little drier as he pondered an answer.
"My brother and I."
"You have a brother?"
He paused before responding.
"I had a younger brother," he said softly.
" 'Had'?" She shifted onto her elbows and looked over her shoulder. "What happened?"
"He died a long time ago."
"Oh, Jeremy, I'm so sorry…" She made a movement to turn over and he stopped her from facing him. He just couldn't go into it right then.
"It was a long time ago," he repeated. "Anyway, my grandmother had no faith in modern medicine. Saw a doctor once in her life, when she had pneumonia and my aunt took her to the hospital. As luck would have it, she picked up an infection while she was there and it killed her. She was eighty-seven and didn't look a day over sixty-five. Never used anything but aloe on her skin."
"Oh, well, then. Pour away. I wouldn't mind looking a few years younger."
"If you looked any younger, I'd be arrested for what I'm thinking."
She laughed for the first time since he had arrived at her hotel room earlier in the evening, and he realized then how much he had missed the sound of her laughter. In that minute he knew he would do whatever it took to drive away her pain and bring that smile back to her face.
"Are you feeling better?" he asked.
"A little. My back and shoulders aren't quite as tight."
"Good." Jeremy dribbled a bit down the back of her leg to the calf, and she shivered under it. With sure hands, he rubbed the colorless remedy into the skin, marveling at the strength and shape of the legs right there under his nose.
Purgatory, he thought. This must be what purgatory is like.
"Okay. Flip side." He tried to force a lightness he did not feel into his voice. How to touch her and not want to make love to her again?
"I think I can take it from here." Jody rolled over and sat up. "Thank you, Jeremy. I'm beginning to feel less like a burnt offering and more like a human being."
He didn't bother to protest.
"I'll just do your shoulders and your face," he told her, "and you can do… well, you can do the rest of you."
He watched silently as she eased the liquid onto her arms, onto her chest, onto her abdomen. She had just reached her hips when he decided he couldn't watch anymore.
"I'm going to run back to my room to get a few things," he told her. "And I'm going to stop in the restaurant and pick up some cool drinks, some ice, and some hot water and tea bags, then I'll be back."
"What's the tea for?"
"Are you aware that your eyes are half closed? If we don't do something tonight, they might be swollen shut by tomorrow morning. We may be able to avoid that if we pack tea bags on your eyes now. And I'm going to stop back at the drugstore. One bottle of aloe is not going to be enough."
He paused, looking down at her, then added, "I'm not sure that we shouldn't make a trip to the nearest emergency room."
"For a little sunburn? No, I'll be fine tomorrow. But Jeremy, you don't have to stay here tonight," she told him, although she wished that he would. "I'm afraid I'm not much company."
"I promise to let you make it up to me." He kissed the top of her head, about the only spot on her body that wasn't glistening with aloe.
"You're very good to me, Jeremy." She watched, through swollen eyelids, as he unlocked the door.
"You have no idea of how good I intend to be to you. But first, let's see what we can do about this sunburn."
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